So liek, today at school ( Read more... )

i've been cheating on you ever since we broke up ( Read more... )

Hey. I just read through the first half of The Perks of Being a Wallflower, and then turned out the lights and tried to fall asleep. I couldn't. What do you think about while lying in bed at night? I thought about my grades, and how horribly lazy I am. And how late it is. And how if maybe I went to sleep a little earlier I wouldn't tell ( Read more... )

Bleh ( Read more... )

so i sat by annalise and amy today in first hour. they didn't have band, and i didn't like PE, so there we were. we talked about angelina jolie being really hott. and nicole kidman (sp?) and hilary duff. and kirsten smith. oh yeahhh ( Read more... )

Feeling the mix of the stale air surrounding my computer desk, I wished I were there, sitting next to that suicidal being. Instead, I was him, wondered why it was starting for me so soon, or had it started this early, earlier for him? All these thoughts of suicide couldn’t be mine. Is there a light at the end of the tunnel? Am I even in a tunnel ( Read more... )

I talked to Eden a lot last night. She really does want me to hate her. I don't know why, but I just can't. She plays all these games, using whatever I give to her, just to pry any of my hope away and shatter it on the ground. Hope for what? It's certainly not with her, not in that way. It's weird. I love her like a sister, a best friend, ( Read more... )

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taste my reality ( Read more... )

I finished Speaker for the Dead today, without the thought of Nina even crossing my mind. Why should I associate the tale with her anyway. She seduces people, of course sexually. But then, I never did anything. It was almost normal, and I just told her to go fuck someone else. Mess with their minds, even though it had already worked on me. I ( Read more... )