got back in touch with my friend nick. I did miss him tons. Im glad he got his life together

Having another bad day. So far October hasn't been much fun. More crying today. I hate feeling this way. I hate knowing that I will probably be alone for the rest of my life. No one wants to stick around as far as I'm concerned.

so i obviously update this thing roughly once a year. School is going well. Big Fat 4.0! had a boyfriend lost a boyfriend, heart ache. Realized that I'm a broken person and probably need to seek therapy. I'm probably going to be alone for the rest of my life. I have a puppy his name is Stryker and he is the cutest little shit on the planet. Haven't ( Read more... )

So my friend and tattoo artist Jack pissed me off to no end today. I was sooo fucking angry I could hear my pulse in my ears. He quit working at the shop that was about five minutes away from my house to work at a shop that is twenty minutes away from my house. Big deal. Its not like I'm driving out there all the time. I talk to his assistant, I'm ( Read more... )

So I'm listening to my Maroon 5 CD, It Won't Be Soon Before Long. It has become one of my favorites. As I was listening today the CD is like a metaphor for my relationship with Bobby. The one hitting closest to home being Nothing Lasts Forever ( Read more... )

Today the job bought Chili's for lunch. I was very excited until I was handed the task of getting everyone's orders. I wanted to kill about 3 of my co workers at that point.

I went on vacation and it was FUN. I flew out Wednesday night got in to Long Beach Ca at about 10pm then crashed. I was sleeping on a rather uncomfortable futon but after padding it with blankets it was just fine. My friend Kat had to work Thurday and Friday so I was left to my own devices those days.
Thursday: I walked up to the Pike which is about ( Read more... )

Wow it's been forever! What have I done... Well I moved out my mums place. I have my own now! YAY. I'm looking for a new job so I can make more money. I'm going out of town. I have two pet rats that are ADORABLE

Oh my got I don't even know when my last post but it was hella ago. I went to two shows tonight with my best bud andrew. We had an awesome time. I got a full on the mouth kiss from this guy I like. Then Andrew and I cruised in his sweet BMW. Life is relatively smooth right now. I paid off a credit card, I'm getting ready to head back to school, I' ( Read more... )

So its pretty much official. I filled out my FAFSA and school is in August.