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long time
I know I havent been on here in a really long time but I need to get some things off my chest and I know I have good friends that will listen. I have been sober 5 months know and its a miracle in inself but here lately I have been having a hard time with it I miss the going out and hanging out with friends dont get me wrong I love it really cause I ( Read more... ) -
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ok so I cant function with just one job so I went and got anther one only weekends i will be working fri and sat at a night club as a bartender I am so exicted I start wed cause we have no school on thursday due to turkey day I can wait woohoooo -
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ok I know I dont want to hear any I told you so but all of you were right and yep it came back and bite me in the ass. I am such a fucking dumb ass to think that having sex with Jared would help us get back together wrong wrong wrong ( Read more... ) -
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So I have been hanging out with Jared a lot going to lunch and dinner and golfing and stuff and of course we have had sex everytime we see eachother I know thats bad but at least I get to see him -
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ok I know I should not have but I did I had sex with Jared tonite and it was a little weird like we have never had sex before and on top of that I tryed so hard not to cry but the sex was good we did it twice so that was ok but man I so did not want to leave thats for sure dam it I miss him even more now -
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It hurts so bad knowing the reason that I am not with Jared is all my fault that one person who cared about me the one person I truley loved is all gone because of me dam it sabrina ur fucking stupid, I loved him so freaking much and I still do and I am not going to give up hope not yet its too soon I am praying that he will give me a chance a ( Read more... ) -
praying really hard
Man it hurts so bad I cant believe it its real i AM NO LONGER WITH JARED and it sucks I loved him so much and it hurt the most that on his myspace he has already changed his status to single that sucks so I would like u guys to send him a message on myspace and tell him how much I loved him please -
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OK I am depressed all over again why dont I believe in myself I am so negative, I am need to see Jessica snd just talk to her, I am going down this weekend maybe she can help me get my life together or at least try I hope too see everyone like Mary and Brandi that would be awesome I really want to go out of Saturday so hopefully everyone can go I ( Read more... )