Third Person
Title: Third person
Rating: G
Form: One-shot
Genre: Angst
Fandom; Super Junior
Pairing: Onesided HanChul, ShiChul
Lyrics are in italics
I see him kiss you; I know I should be happy for you two, but I can’t every time I see you two together it hurts to be the outsider.
Pretend if I can't be publicly jealous; I would have to learn to accept
Who would treat a friend coldly while at the same time, move back?
You invite the three of us to celebrate on a special occasion
Bright, decorative lights shine onto the serious conversation
The more we talk, the more intense I feel, yet inside, I still feel as cold as ice
It was always the three of us, never to be broken apart, but some heartless person had to ruin that by pairing you two up together.
Who was the person heartless enough to pair up the two?
And only leaving this lonely person
Even though you are close friends, I could only watch while you two kiss passionately
Should I feel hurt or pleased?
I was always the outsider, but you accepted me over time, I stumble over the words, but slowly after time, you teach and help me. I slowly felt I was becoming I was not a foreigner anymore, but at times I still do, I still stumble at the hard to pronounce words then slip back into my native language. You would tease me, but in the end you would help me get the pronunciation right.
Could you avoid me being afraid to become a light bulb?
Becoming so attached to you, you feel distressed in between
I am the only one who is being thrown aside and I'm not used to it
The moment I leave I want to turn back again
Could you avoid me being afraid to become a light bulb?
The day the two of you break-up is not hard for me to take that position
The kindest person buries the worst mind
I'm looking forward to the day when you two separate, will you choose me?
You still invite me to join you two, and again I feel I don’t belong there. When the three of us are together I don’t know what to think anymore, I see you two holding hands, kiss and hug, I don’t know to be happy for you two or be upset for myself.
I think changing status' with you will satisfy me
Lovers or friends will support you
The sympathy or the tears let others achieve
I try to leave but somehow, something…someone always makes me turn back. I want to see their smile, hear their laughter, watch how you lighten up the room. Even if I’m not the one making you do that.
The reason why I stay is a secret of a lifetime
All along, I knew perfectly that I was the one who was the outsider
Even though you are close friends, I could only watch while you two kiss passionately
Should I be happy or upset?
I’m selfish; I admit it, when it comes to you. I dance and sing and talk in my mother-tongue, just to catch your attention, even if it’s just a little bit. I can’t help but dream and look forward to the day when you two break apart. Will you choose me then? …because...
Could you avoid me being afraid to become a light bulb?
Becoming so attached to you, you feel distressed in between
I am the only one who is being thrown aside and I'm not used to it
The moment I leave I want to turn back again
Could you avoid me being afraid to become a light bulb?
The day the two of you break-up is not hard for me to take that position
The kindest person buries the worst mind
I'm looking forward to the day when you two separate, will you choose me?
I love you.
Rating: G
Form: One-shot
Genre: Angst
Fandom; Super Junior
Pairing: Onesided HanChul, ShiChul
Lyrics are in italics
I see him kiss you; I know I should be happy for you two, but I can’t every time I see you two together it hurts to be the outsider.
Pretend if I can't be publicly jealous; I would have to learn to accept
Who would treat a friend coldly while at the same time, move back?
You invite the three of us to celebrate on a special occasion
Bright, decorative lights shine onto the serious conversation
The more we talk, the more intense I feel, yet inside, I still feel as cold as ice
It was always the three of us, never to be broken apart, but some heartless person had to ruin that by pairing you two up together.
Who was the person heartless enough to pair up the two?
And only leaving this lonely person
Even though you are close friends, I could only watch while you two kiss passionately
Should I feel hurt or pleased?
I was always the outsider, but you accepted me over time, I stumble over the words, but slowly after time, you teach and help me. I slowly felt I was becoming I was not a foreigner anymore, but at times I still do, I still stumble at the hard to pronounce words then slip back into my native language. You would tease me, but in the end you would help me get the pronunciation right.
Could you avoid me being afraid to become a light bulb?
Becoming so attached to you, you feel distressed in between
I am the only one who is being thrown aside and I'm not used to it
The moment I leave I want to turn back again
Could you avoid me being afraid to become a light bulb?
The day the two of you break-up is not hard for me to take that position
The kindest person buries the worst mind
I'm looking forward to the day when you two separate, will you choose me?
You still invite me to join you two, and again I feel I don’t belong there. When the three of us are together I don’t know what to think anymore, I see you two holding hands, kiss and hug, I don’t know to be happy for you two or be upset for myself.
I think changing status' with you will satisfy me
Lovers or friends will support you
The sympathy or the tears let others achieve
I try to leave but somehow, something…someone always makes me turn back. I want to see their smile, hear their laughter, watch how you lighten up the room. Even if I’m not the one making you do that.
The reason why I stay is a secret of a lifetime
All along, I knew perfectly that I was the one who was the outsider
Even though you are close friends, I could only watch while you two kiss passionately
Should I be happy or upset?
I’m selfish; I admit it, when it comes to you. I dance and sing and talk in my mother-tongue, just to catch your attention, even if it’s just a little bit. I can’t help but dream and look forward to the day when you two break apart. Will you choose me then? …because...
Could you avoid me being afraid to become a light bulb?
Becoming so attached to you, you feel distressed in between
I am the only one who is being thrown aside and I'm not used to it
The moment I leave I want to turn back again
Could you avoid me being afraid to become a light bulb?
The day the two of you break-up is not hard for me to take that position
The kindest person buries the worst mind
I'm looking forward to the day when you two separate, will you choose me?
I love you.