looking back at years past, and days wasted...i cant help but to think, is this really where im suppose to be?....did my life suddenly change course and take a wrong turn? the beauty of a heartbreak is that everyoen goes through it, tho thats not beautiful im just sayign it sarcastically...in the eyes of many "heartbreaks" are seeen differently but ( Read more... )

soo here is my last schedule ever...orr what it SHOULD look like after they fix it all up::

1) Span 3- martinez [again!]
2) AP eng.- Gregg
3) Anat & Phys. - Fuentes
4) Band- egger duhh!
5) Agg- yayy!!
6) Economics - i forgot the teachers name
7) Pre-Cal - i dunno with who yet

soo yeaa....who do i have in my new classes?!?!

i think myspace is gna die.....uhh ohhh

so as i try not to update on this thing anymore...which is almost impossible every time something happens that must be shown to the world lol....i actaully find myself updating right now just to kind of read it to myself on how things have been so far...been through some downers whether some ppl beleive it or not..sry im not a person to show ( Read more... )

never knew that:
what i once thought was right, could be wrong
that my mom was right all along
that i could hurt this much
that life is always about obstacles

i do know:
that at the end of it all...nothing is left unanswered

as stressfull as this year was...the work, the drama, the factors that always seemed to make this year more and more ( Read more... )

fellow band members!! i am running for band president!...so please elect me, Anabel Valencia :]

thank you ♥

1.) Sex.
2.) Farting.
3.) Intoxicating yourself.
4.) Cutting ones wrist.

*haha i ♥ the girls, they come up with weird strategies!

poop can suck everything thats goin on :[

MY FRIENDS ROCK TO THE 346878674348678947849684 POWER SQUARED!!!!!!!!!!....soo ysterday was my "surprise" party!...which in fact WAS a surprise...i went to the mall w/eric...lol as a distraction to keep me away from my house?...and then like a couple of hours later i go home...when eric randomly needs to go pee...haha, and when i go upstairs to my ( Read more... )

"no shoes, no shirts, no problems"...yea if only my life were that simple...its funny how i can really hate myself soo much at times...but hey im anabel!...no matter what im the crazy one! ; ]...

*i love my friends...all of em'! every single one out there (even thru the hard times too)