I don't care for this time of year - my schedule is overwhelming and I begin to hate the prospect of the beginning of school, especially this year - as I've typed in earlier posts ( Read more... )

“In my finest moment, when all of my fantastic dreams have come true...I will be utterly and completely alone ( Read more... )

Yesterday was not extremely pleasant by any means whatsoever. After I had gone to a performance of Sarah Scales' I headed home and began to watch Scary Movie 3 - very stupid, very raunchy, very un-Lizlike, but still - very funny. Suddenly, I hear the shrill ring of the doorbell. It was around 10:30, and I was a bit uncomfortable ( Read more... )

I've always wanted to call the suicide hotline just because. I wonder if, when a teen calls, they have to transfer them to speak with other teens - or if they at least have that choice. I think that would be the perfect job ... unless, of course, you happen to be watching television and see that the person you were supposed to save still killed ( Read more... )

So far, today has been nice. Then again, I just woke up at 10:00 am and it's only 11:13 right now. I immediately began reading "It's Kind of A Funny Story" and I then ate a lot of icecream. I'm still in my pajamas. I sat outside for a while, reading and chomping on a delicious ice cream cone. It was very nice, being surrounding by the calming chaos ( Read more... )

Well, again I write. Today has been an especially pitiful day. I'm very unhappy lately because no matter what, I'm incredibly disappointed. I really try to appreciate the little things, I do ... but, sadly, I am very hard to please. I know, I know, I expect far too much from those around me, my standards are unrealistic. This whole summer, I've ( Read more... )

I don't really care about celebrities very much. They entertain. They amuse. They are a small part of American culture. But, does anyone ever realize how ugly they are? Some are truly horrific. It shocks me that people find these individuals attractive.

1. Matthew McConaughey

I really hate his name.


( Read more... )

Well, today I went to church for the first time in several months. It put me on a major guilt trip. So many congregation members ran up to me. "Why were you gone for so long?" I paused. I didn't want to tell them the truth, which happened to be that I just didn't feel like it. I just shrugged. "Wellll ... you know." No. I doubt they know, but they ( Read more... )

I'm feeling very down. I don't exactly know why. I have a lovely time with Allison and we watched Cabaret, Men In Tights, and Ferris Bueller's Day Off. Eh. I don't know. Something is just wrong, things are bothering me to a great extent, and I feel very sad. I don't know. Perhaps I've been writing too much, I feel like the end of this summer will ( Read more... )

My week has been jam-packed with friends. Really. I'm ready to keel over from the amount of friendship jammed into my large brain. I am very melancholy this week, as I've already begun thinking of ... school. I really, really, hate it. So much, in fact, that I had nightmares about it last night. I dreamt that 1. I received a terrible grade 2. I ( Read more... )