I sat on the floor and cried tonight

[athenaworth]

I sat on the floor and cried tonight. It made me cry even harder when I realized that Dude wouldn't come o er and check on me and lay in my lap to make me feel better. When will I ever find that kind of love again? He loved me more than I've ever deserved to be loved.

Comments

[starlyssa]

Losing a beloved pet is so brutal. Don't blame or be too hard on yourself. Dude had a great life, and he knew how much you loved him. Maybe he's a kitty-angel now, watching over you and Danny. Maybe he and my own sweetheart Tim are lounging in a sunbeam together in kitty-heaven. Tim died last month after a several-month battle with cancer. I thought my heart would break as well; I must have cried buckets of tears over him. But you and I both did the best we could, and wherever they are, they understand.

[athenaworth]

I feel like I never really understood loss until now. I'm so sorry about Tim. It sucks. Love you.

[athenaworth]

If there really is a God, he's one sick mother fucker.