"But you don't get to hear the writerly angst, or see the stressing and constant email and/or phone checking."
Ahh, but I get to live that part too, double-fold, as both a writer and illustrator. My wife DOES think I'm crazy, but she's extremely supportive anyway :)
One Toronto summer, I waited 45 minutes at the butcher's. I called out and I bobbed up and down and I waved my hands. Invisible.
I realised then that my greatest fear is being invisible. I spent chunks of my life being talked over, walked over, with achievements passed over. I was given reasons, from religion to "You are clever, you don't need compliments." These reasons were all merely excuses. This built up to that time in the butcher's.
People still sometimes act as if I don't exist. My existence is occasionally moot. I have, however, named the fear.
And thank you so much for the copy of LtC! So great to actually hold a real copy in my hands :) It is on my TBD pile for as soon as I finish the new Stephen King epic.
Biggest Fear
anonymous
November 16 2009, 05:07:44 UTC
The old Egdar Allan Poe 'buried alive' scenario would have to be my biggest fear. Combines claustrophobia with a fear of wriggling slivering creepies. And the odds on of not getting out alive. Has it all in spades.....
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I received a couple of copies of IBD2 in the mail the other day too! Thank you so much :)
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Thanks for your response though, will choose a winner later tonight.
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Ahh, but I get to live that part too, double-fold, as both a writer and illustrator. My wife DOES think I'm crazy, but she's extremely supportive anyway :)
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I realised then that my greatest fear is being invisible. I spent chunks of my life being talked over, walked over, with achievements passed over. I was given reasons, from religion to "You are clever, you don't need compliments." These reasons were all merely excuses. This built up to that time in the butcher's.
People still sometimes act as if I don't exist. My existence is occasionally moot. I have, however, named the fear.
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And thank you so much for the copy of LtC! So great to actually hold a real copy in my hands :) It is on my TBD pile for as soon as I finish the new Stephen King epic.
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