:( yup thats how i feel pretty much in a nut shell

have you ever had that feeling of liking someone so much that you would do anything to see them happy even if that means there not with you...and all you can do is stand by and be there friend....

this happens to offten to me and its my own fault..

so im up and like its like 2 3o0 in the morning... something like that

i hate life i dont things can get muchworse from here but im sure they will

im just fucken emo dont mind me

fuck

alright so i finally have time to update uh where to begin ( Read more... )

I AM HOME!!!

THAT IS ALL

my last up date untill august...:( im kind of sad im leaving im gonna miss it here so much especially the people i was hurt with some people but what can you do i guess it all comes down to the people who you no are closest to you..and for the people im talking about your who im going to miss the most ( Read more... )

so im sitting in computer class with my best friend pj... hes so cool i named a bird after him he wears green shirt hes so cool did i mention he is so cool

its thundering out side

i hate florida i wanna go back to new hampshire it was so nice there

i made the boston crusaders weapon line i feel special...
ok good bye

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACKIE!

i dont no why i even write in this thing

and courtney i cant tell you lol

i leave on saturday...

jackies bday is tomorrow

and i just want to get everything off my chest and tell him everything but i probably wont oh well

thats it have a nice night

blah blah blah wood...
what does that mean
its like having a boner
oh...
leave and then come back..
they said there not coming back untill i kiss you
guess there not coming back...

omg i dont even no how this happens to me lol