I'll be there. Have a weird need to see everyone. Kinda like putting in the extra effort to go to golgotha last monday night. I seem to have slid into a cocoon since starting work and I haven't seen some of my friends in months, even since before work started.
Was good to see you the other day, even if briefly. Hugs.
I'm not too bad thse days, but I still have off days. My weight is a huge trigger for me and I have always found it hard to lose weight, even when I was a little kid. I generally try not to look in mirrors these days. The smoking is a big problem too. I've been smoking since 8yo, and when I'm stressed its pretty bad.
Just lookin forward to getting my gym membership again. Don't much like swimming but at least it'll get my back strong enough to do other excersize again (I injured my lower back pretty badly a couple of years ago).
Your gym was my second choice, but I ended up going with the reservoir leasure center. I can get physio treatment bulk billed there and a HCC discount untill mid january. They also have a dedicated hydrotherapy pool. Its not quite as nice and environment, but the facilities are just what I need. What kinds of martial arts does your gym have?
"Normal is a setting on your Toaster... It is not a state of being."
Yes, life is hard and we all want it to be perfect. You know it is said with the upmost love and admeration for you when I say it just ain't gonna happen girl.
Everyone wants more from life. Anyone who says they are perfectly happy and content in their igsistance is fooling themselves. We just have to take what we can and try and remain as possitive as we can.
You have so much Em. Friends who love you, a job you to really like and a surtin blind man in Glen Waverley who is still waiting for a smegging call!!! *wink*
Just remember that I am always here for you sweetheart S XOXO
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Thanks :-)
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Isnt life wonderful
The spirit is strong, but the body just dont couldnt be stuffed.
And other wonderful saying...
Hope to see you Saturday
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Was good to see you the other day, even if briefly. Hugs.
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depression hits, I smoke more.
I am not hungry, my body goes into starvation mode, and when I DO get hungry, it retains the food and i put on weight.
My emotional state is just generally fucked, and I never get the chance to be happy... and when I do, it doesn't last long.
And I can sing... I just wish I wouldn't fuck up every audition I do... ghey.
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I'm not too bad thse days, but I still have off days. My weight is a huge trigger for me and I have always found it hard to lose weight, even when I was a little kid. I generally try not to look in mirrors these days. The smoking is a big problem too. I've been smoking since 8yo, and when I'm stressed its pretty bad.
Just lookin forward to getting my gym membership again. Don't much like swimming but at least it'll get my back strong enough to do other excersize again (I injured my lower back pretty badly a couple of years ago).
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I old friend once said to me...
"Normal is a setting on your Toaster... It is not a state of being."
Yes, life is hard and we all want it to be perfect. You know it is said with the upmost love and admeration for you when I say it just ain't gonna happen girl.
Everyone wants more from life. Anyone who says they are perfectly happy and content in their igsistance is fooling themselves. We just have to take what we can and try and remain as possitive as we can.
You have so much Em. Friends who love you, a job you to really like and a surtin blind man in Glen Waverley who is still waiting for a smegging call!!! *wink*
Just remember that I am always here for you sweetheart
S XOXO
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