I never say anything interesting any more

[apiphile]

My mind has been replaced by a series of motors which are all attached to different countdowns, and occasionally little signs attached to various cogs pop up with messages like "you're not doing enough" and "you're stupid" and "you're going to screw everything up

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[wolfy_writing]

And I think I've been spamming LJ, and then I look at it and think oh, whoops, no. No, I haven't.

Do you do that thing where your brain counts all of the entries and comments you considered making, so it seems like a huge amount until you realize that you've only been boring the imaginary people inside your own head? Because I do that.

(I have imaginary conversations inside my head a lot.)

[puzzled_anwen]

My internal 'monologue' is almost always in the form of imaginary conversations.

[apiphile]

Mine too!

[puzzled_anwen]

Although, when I say 'conversations', they do tend to veer off into me ranting and the other person going 'uh huh...' ;)

[chess]

I included email and IM conversations in 'speak to', not sure whether I was meant to or not.

[apiphile]

Communications of any kind will do!

[apiphile]

Haha, more trying to reassure myself that infrequency/hostility of communications does not make me the devil.

[apiphile]

Mummy and various other family members do like to blame the shit out of me for it, however. GOD YOU'RE JUST LIKE YOUR FATHER. To which my father says, YOU ARE EXACTLY LIKE YOUR MOTHER. *sigh*

[faeries_bite]

I would answer this poll, but as a full time student who lives with her mother and almost-step-dad for five days a week, I don't think it really applies to me.

I also had a really detailed explanation of something, but then I couldn't phrase it and gave up.

[kalorlo]

The infrequency of our communications has more to do with me being antisocial :p