You could call this is the beginning of my recorded existence ( Read more... )

today i had high expectations.

but i'm head has proved to be far to lost in the clouds above, to get anything remotely productive acomplished...

a good song is like a photograph ( Read more... )

i am without a job.

i sleep on my friends couch.

i smoke alot of cigarettes

i drink alot of beer.

i'm wide awake right now because i can't stop thinking about the last two years of my life, and it's lack of relevence to the rest of the world, or me.

i'll be turning 22 in 2 months.

never thought i would be THAT guy.

i've been killing, killing all my time.
just sitting, drinking my bones dry.

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAHAHAAA...

ha

the last day of summer

was the only day that really felt like summer.

woke up at 6pm, went to a party with all my friends

some awkward faces, some dependable friends

came home to spend time with a friend before

her upcoming morning shift

got so high it hurt

tim allen attack

new found glory owns my ass

its 7 46 am ( Read more... )

wish it was all different
while hoping nothing will change
watch me blacken these blue skies
by polluting my insides

it's probably been over a year since i touched this shit ( Read more... )