people change
i thought we'd all be friends forever
but as we grow up i only see us growing apart
i begin to wonder what forever really means
what friends really mean
im more scard to find out what friends means
than what forever means
becuase i have a feeling
if i find out the truth
i'll be hurt
but i guess i cant be any more hurt than i am now
at the fact ( Read more... )

 part of me wanted to pull you close next to me
feel your body up against mine
the heat radiating off of you
i loved the feeling of us laying there together
on the bed watching a movie
laughing smiling having fun
but the other part of me
knows it will never be
it cant be
your one of my best friends
almost like a brother
always watching out for me
being careful ( Read more... )

 things are cleared up once again
like they always seem to do
somehow we always seem to be friends
no matter what
i know if something happens
its like the stormy nights
it'll blow over
it just takes time and patience
but i also know 
that you'll always be there for me
and ill always be here for you

 it's a roller coaster ride
up, down, up, down, upside down
but somehow i feel safe this time
i feel secure
im holding on tight this time,
im not letting go
im ready for all the twists and turns
im ready for what you throw my way
im ready to keep the rearview mirror a blur

 last night was honestly so much fun
sure it had it's up and downs
but all in all, i wouldnt ask for anything else
sure the night started with me being
pissed off, upset, and embarssed
but as the night went on, i let lose
i forgot about why i was mad
i suddenly had a smile on
and i laughed at my embarassement
i dont think there was a minute last night
that i ( Read more... )

 for some reason it doesn't bother me
that im all by myself
as mean as it is, and as hard as it may be to say
i just dont care about anyone anymore
i mean don't get me wrong
theres the people i will always care about
but as far as my friends go
those people i couldnt stand to be away from
for some reason i cant stand to be near them
im so much better off on ( Read more... )

so who's got any single friends they wanna hook me up with?!?!?

cruising around
with the windows down
music just a little too loud
the feeling of being young
the feeling of freedom
its all in my hands now!

i really fucked up this time

we'll always be friends
no matter what
and last night 
just proved that 
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