Fic: The Masseur (30/?)
Title: The Masseur (30/?)
Author: Amberwinters
Pairing: Adam/Kris
Rating: R
Summary: AU fic where Kris Allen is a successful pop-star and Adam is an out of work actor that just got his massage license and a good job.
Wordcount: 3601
Notes: I am definitely going to wrap this baby up before chap 35.
Warnings: Not too many, some cursing, some sexy times, some angst, some bad jokes.
Mortification. Kris barely heard Nick’s words as he quickly pulled up his pants and attempted to not hyperventilate from getting caught in the act. Kris looked over at Jade and watched as she quickly averted her eyes. Hoping for some reassurance he turned to Adam who seemed as embarrassed as Kris which heightened his anxiety. Adam seemed too flustered to reply to Nick. Kris felt Adam grab his hand and pull him out of the room. Adam pulled him down the hall and into his room and commenced to freak out which turned Kris’ fear to outright terror.
“Oh god, Kris, I have never gagged like that before. I can’t believe I did that in front of an audience. This is the worse day of my life.”
Adam’s words sunk in. Is he freaking out for getting caught or just giving a bad blowjob? What the fuck? “Adam, are you worried they will tell the label about us and ruin our career or simply laugh at you?”
Kris searched Adam’s face for a response and noticed he seemed to be reeling in his own world and then mumbled, “My whole image is based on my sexual prowess. I am the master of pleasure. This could ruin me. A gay man that can’t give a blowjob is like a lifeguard that can’t swim. I want to die. Not too mention it was Nick. A fucking pornstar. I want to die. You pushed into me too hard. You are not supposed to shove your cock like that when you come.”
Kris was furious that Adam seemed only concerned with his sexual ego and even madder that he was blaming him, ““Excuse my novice technique. I think you are missing the bigger picture. How about the fact that we were seen having sex together?”
“Big fucking deal, everybody suspected that already. However, I doubt anyone thought I could screw up a blowjob. I want to die.”
Kris wasn’t sure if Adam had gone off the deep end, “Adam, I doubt anyone even thought about it. Are you masking your fears by focusing on something so stupid?”
“Don’t call me stupid, Kris. I am really upset and humiliated. How about a little compassion here?”
Kris just stared at Adam blankly. Adam took out his cell and hit a speed dial number. Kris was confused, “Who are you calling?”
“I gotta talk to Brad.”
Without even thinking, Kris grabbed his cell phone and threw it across the room. Adam watched his phone smash against the wall and looked at Kris like he was going to murder him. Kris became scared and started backing away from an irate Adam, “Calm down. I’m sorry.”
Adam grabbed Kris by the collar and threw him against the wall, “That was my fucking phone. Why did you do that!”
“Let go of me. Why are you calling Brad when I am right here? Talk to me.”
“I tried and you don’t get it. Brad would understand. You don’t and you called me stupid.”
Kris felt like Adam just slapped him across the face. “Fine, I’ll leave. Here take my cell phone so you can call your ex-boyfriend and lament about embarrassing yourself in front of the other guy you want to fuck. You know I was embarrassed too and I also have that little career ending video hanging over my head. Sorry, I couldn’t appreciate your life threatening trauma of screwing up a blow job.” Kris threw his cell at Adam and walked out. He heard Adam yell after him, “What is your obsession with chucking cell phones?”
Kris stood outside the Adam’s door and just collapsed down against the door. Why did things always escalate between them? Kris threw his head back against the door just as Adam opened it. The sudden opening caused Kris to fall inside the room rather ungracefully.
“Kris, are you OK?” Adam reached down and pulled Kris up and back into his room, “I am sorry about trying to call Brad. I was just really upset and he is usually the person I go to for support. He is a good friend and he knows me better than anyone else.”
Kris felt himself about to launch into TMI mode but spoke anyway, “I want to be the one that knows you and I want be the friend you go to for support.”
Kris looked away from Adam not wanting to see his response to such a pathetic plea. Kris felt Adam pull him onto the bed so they were laying across from each other again, “I want that too but then you have to at least pretend to understand.”
Kris looked into Adam’s beautiful eyes, “Ok, I am so sorry you were caught screwing up a blowjob. I am sure Nick noticed I pushed into you. Maybe we can call Nick back in here and you can give me another blowjob in front of him to show him how good you are. Would that make you feel better?” Kris knew he was pushing his luck being sarcastic.
Kris was relieved when Adam laughed, “Shut up, you are just patronizing me. Dude, you broke my phone.”
“How about I make it up to you? I will buy you a new one and I’ll give you a massage.”
“With a happy ending?”
“Absolutely. Are we good?”
Adam looked at Kris and laughed, “After everything I put up with from the last year, do you really think breaking my cell phone would be the deal breaker? Honestly, I am not even sure you will be able to get rid of me. In case you haven’t heard I’ve been known to stalk people.”
Kris laughed and kissed Adam short on the lips, “I don’t think I ever want to get rid of you.”
Adam smiled and just hugged him. There was a knock at the door and Nick came in.
“Sorry guys, I just have to get us packed. They want to load the bags now.” Kris tried to sit up but Adam just held him there. Kris felt a little uncomfortable about it but part of him wanted to make sure Nick knew they were together and Adam was his. Kris heard Adam speak,
“Leave me my black jeans and Queen t-shirt.” Adam continued to rub his hands up and down Kris’ back but continued hesitantly, “Listen, about what you saw earlier, you know I usually don’t gag, right?”
Nick laughed, “Don’t give it a second thought, cupcake, some people are better at other things. Maybe you can buy my video and see how it is supposed to be done.” Nick winked and just threw two suitcases on the other bed.
Kris wished he could just lay with Adam all day but that wasn’t an option. Kris looked over at the clock and saw it was almost three. He went to get up but Adam tugged him back and kissed him long. Kris pulled back self-consciously and glanced over at Nick before turning to Adam,
“I better go help Jade. I’d like to shower and change before we get on the bus.”
Adam reluctantly let Kris up. Kris went back to his room and found Jade and Jason staring at an envelope. Kris was still embarrassed and decided to just address it,
“Sorry about earlier, Jade. I hope it didn’t ruin our relationship.” Kris could tell they both looked upset which made Kris continue to stutter, “I did-didn’t know you would come in-“
Jade looked over, “Kris, you are getting blackmailed.”
“By you?”
Jade shook her head. Jason responded, “No, Gina Falco, your former publicist is back. I guess when you fired her you didn’t have her sign and any gag orders. She is threatening to sell you out to the enquirer unless you pay her 2.5 million.”
“Bitch. I don’t have 2.5 million, my album is tanking. She has no proof of anything.”
“No, but it is easy to make the truth sound plausible since most of your lies were silly at best.”
Kris felt dizzy. Couldn’t he get through one scandal before the next one came? Kris started hyperventilating.
+++
Although Adam was humiliated by the blowjob and pissed about Kris smashing his phone, he was mostly happy that Kris was into him. It scared Adam how is own moods were becoming so dependent on Kris’ disposition toward him. It probably was incredibly self-destructive but he seemed to be all about that lately. With Kris having gone back to his room to shower, Adam felt the need to fix his image with Nick,
“Seriously, Nick I can give a great blowjob and deep throat with the best of them.”
Nick looked over, “Whatever, cupcake. What do you care what I think? I am your publicist not your next conquest. Don’t worry, I would never hurt your image by exposing you unless of course you hire Brad back as your PA.”
“I hate people thinking something about me that is not true.”
“You should be used to that by now. It didn’t seem to bother you that much when people thought you were a pervert.”
“Well, that wasn’t as bad. So aren’t you going to offer me advice about Kris?”
Nick finished backing the suitcases, “You looked like you were handling it fine. As a matter of fact, you looked like you had him eating out of your hands.”
An hour later they headed to the buses. Adam noticed Kris looked upset but didn’t get a chance to speak to him. A few hours later, the buses stopped for dinner. Adam went by Kris,
“Everything OK?”
“Yeah, sit with me for dinner.” Adam was happy to sit by Kris. Yhey laughed and chatted all through the meal. Adam really enjoyed Kris’ company and they could talk about music endlessly. They headed back to the buses and Kris grabbed Adam’s hand,
“Come on my bus so we can finish talking about soundtracks.”
Adam was a little apprehensive about going on Kris’ bus but he didn’t want to turn the invite down. As they were boarding Adam noticed Jake and Jason get on his bus. He started getting really nervous and could practically hear Brad screaming at him to run. Adam climbed aboard the bus and felt like everyone got quiet and stared. Maybe he was being paranoid but he wished he was on his own bus. Kris led him to the back. Adam tried to smile at Kris’ band even though he knew they hated him. Kris’ guitarist called out,
“Hey Adam, coming to see how the other half live?”
“Yeah, I came to take a turn in the aquamassager.”
Cale laughed and then just started watching a movie with Jade. Adam followed Kris to the back of the bus and continued talking about their pasts. Act appropriate Adam and keep hands to yourself. Adam loved hanging out with Kris but it was hard not touching him. In an attempt to keep his libido in check, he thought about dead grandmas and being stuck in a club with aggressive female pornstars. Once he had killed any potential erection, he noticed Kris speaking to him,
“-being blackmailed. That is probably why Jason and Jake went on your bus.”
“What?”
Kris was obviously shaking up, “Gina is blackmailing me for 2.5 million dollars. She is threatening to go to the media and tell all my secrets to the enquirer.”
Adam shrugged, “Other than me, you don’t have too many good ones. I wouldn’t pay her that much money.”
They got to the hotel. Adam and Kris sat together in the lobby waiting for their rooms. Nick came over and handed Adam a room key and his cell phone,
“Call Brad. He is pissed you have been ignoring him and wants to know what you are willing to do to prevent him from accepting a hundred thousand dollars to spill all about you and Kris.”
Adam could sense Kris starting to have an anxiety attack, “Kris, calm down, Brad would never do that. He just likes to use this to get things.”
“A hundred grand is a lot of money.”
“Brad, has no money sense. His family has millions and he gets a healthy allowance. Besides, other than nice clothes, Brad doesn’t care about material things. I might be able to offer up, Nick.”
Kris laughed, “You think Nick would be willing to jump on that grenade?”
Adam shrugged, “He is my publicist, he should, right?”
They both laughed despite the tension. Adam didn’t want to call Brad in front of Kris in case he had to do some serious groveling. They were assigned rooms and Adam told Kris he would come to his room later and let him know what happened. Adam went to his room and dialed Brad’s number.
“Hi Brad, it’s Adam. My cell phone died.”
“About time, bitch. I saw the tabloids with that douche calling you a slut. What did you do, fuck Nick?”
“No, he was drunk and I danced with Nick.”
“You should have fucked him. I saw his video and that guy can give head like a motherfucker. He could probably deep throat even you. The guy he sucks in his video is huge. You should totally try and get him to suck you off.”
Adam had never been deep throated because of his size and started contemplating the opportunity and then remembered his purpose for talking to Brad.
“I’ll keep that in mind. What is going on?”
“Kris’ old publicist came to my show and offered me 100K to rat out that douchebag. I told her I’d think about it. Of course, I would have done it for free just to fuck him over but than I thought it might hurt you. Plus, you seem to not be able to move on and then I would have to listen to your crying when he somehow managed to blame it all on you.”
“So does that mean you are willing to turn it down?”
“It means you can bribe my silence. You have to promise to stay away from that douchebag and have a threesome with me and Nick.”
Adam was thankful Brad was a silly negotiator and had a feeling he could counter him, “We both know I can’t stay away from Kris. How about I get Nick to fuck you?”
“Without you? I think he is a twink so we need you there plus it makes it hotter. I am sure Kris would be willing to let you do that if it saves his ass. Ask him. This way you can once again establish his level of douchiness. Not that it matters since he has a free pass to trample on your heart.”
Adam was curious if Kris would go for it. Adam clarified, “So one threesome and you keep your mouth shut?”
“OK but it has to last a few hours.”
Adam laughed at Brad’s silliness, “You get offered a hundred grand, a chance to humiliate Kris and the best you can come up with is a threesome with your ex and an over the hill pornstar? No wonder you never negotiate good deals for me.”
“Babe, you are getting off easy because I love you and you are still my hottest ex to date. Let me know your decision tomorrow because Gina is going to contact me in a couple days.”
Adam hung up and realized he did miss Brad after all. He was confidant Brad would never sell him out and would not hold him to the threesome. Adam went to Kris’ room and decided to test him. Kris let him in and kissed him.
Adam pulled back after a few seconds, “I spoke to Brad and he is willing to keep his mouth shut on one condition.”
“Let me guess, I disappear from your life?”
“No, he wants a threesome with me and Nick.”
Kris looked at Adam and became furious, “No fucking way. You are not considering it, are you?”
Adam shrugged, “Well, I thought we should talk about it since you think I am a slut anyway.”
Kris grabbed Adam by the chin, “Adam, I don’t think you are a slut and I am certainly not going to encourage you to fuck other people. I’ll pay Brad off with money or suffer the consequences. I am done throwing you to the wolves to save my ass.”
Adam was happy Kris didn’t go for it and kissed him response.
“Maybe Brad will settle for just Nick since he’s already had you.”
Adam kissed him again, “We’ll offer him up and see.” Adam maneuvered him toward the bed and pushed him on it when they were near it. Kris pulled Adam down with him. Adam felt all thought leave his head and lust take over. Once again enthralled by Kris’ wanton reactions to his touches, Adam started removing their clothes. Adam paused slightly before removing Kris underwear. Was it too much too soon? Fuck it, the freak outs happen anyway. Adam pulled Kris’ underwear off and stroked his already hard cock.
“I want you so bad, Adam.”
“And you are going to have me, baby.”
Adam felt Kris opening his legs under him and pushing against his erection. Adam thanked the universe for whatever was making Kris this hot for him. A second later Adam realized he was in Kris’ room and hoped he had supplies.
“Do you have lube and condoms?”
Kris stiffened a moment, “Don’t you?”
“Yeah,in my room. I don’t always keep that shit in my pocket, you know. Let’s take this to my room.”
“Can’t you just go get the stuff? I’ll stay here and fantasize about you ravaging me.”
Adam felt another jolt to his cock, “OK, baby, don’t start without me.”
Adam ran out of the room and headed to his room. He grabbed a handful of condoms and several packets of lube. He wanted to make sure Kris had supplies in his room too. As he headed out, a cell phone rang and Adam realized he still had Nick’s cell and Adam answered it,
“Hello.”
“Are you settled yet? I have been laying here naked waiting and I can’t wait much longer.” Adam hesitated as he recognized the female voice. Total mood kill.
“Er, Jade, its Adam I have Nick’s cell phone.”
“Fuck. Well, this is awkward. Please don’t mention this to Kris. Where is Nick?”
“I don’t know. Which room is he in so I can drop off his cell?”
Adam got the information and went to Nick’s room. Nick and Jason were in there having a beer talking.
“About time you give me back my phone.”
“Actually, it was one call too late. You might want to check your incoming calls, Romeo.”
Nick just smiled which made Adam want to punch him, “I spoke to Brad and he is going to corroborate Gina’ story unless you sleep with him.”
Nick looked at Adam, “Brad is willing to turn down 100K just to fuck me?”
“Well, he wanted a threesome with me too but I think he will settle for just you. Brad’s actually a pretty good lay so it won’t be too bad.” Adam thought he did a good job selling the idea.
Nick shook his head, “I am not about to fuck you or Brad. I told you before I don’t mix business and pleasure.”
“Well, I recently learned that statement is bullshit and this isn’t pleasure it’s business. You are my publicist and it is your job to prevent me from getting bad publicity. This is just an extension of your duties.”
“I am not about to fuck you or Brad since neither one of you is my type. I couldn’t possibly be less interested.”
Adam’s ego responded, “I agree Brad might not be your type but I think I am. You even said if circumstances were different-“
“I was patronizing you. Adam, you really are not my type. I don’t like my men so pretty. Now, I suggest you figure out a way to get Brad in the box that does not involve sex with me. Now go away; I am off the clock, cupcake.”
Adam couldn’t let it go, “You really would not fuck me?”
Nick shook his head, “What is with you and Brad? The two of you have this immature conquest issue. Do you compare notches in the bedpost too? In the grown up world we don’t get to fuck everyone we want.”
Adam was still annoyed at being rejected but proceeded to Kris’ room and knocked on the door. No one answered so he knocked louder. A few minutes later, a half asleep Kris opened the door.
“Why did you take so long? I fell asleep.”
Fuck, I blew it. “Because I am a fucking idiot. Do you want me to go?”
“I want to go back to sleep.” Adam felt crushed but then Kris reached out and pulled him in the room, “Sleep with me and then we can fool around in the morning.”
Adam allowed Kris to guide him to the bed. Adam put his sex supplies on the night table and stripped down to his boxer briefs. Kris pulled Adam against him once he climbed into the bed and snuggled against him. Although Adam was partially excited and hoping for sex, cuddling was a close second. Kris was obviously a cuddler which made him even more perfect. He felt like a kid the night before a birthday. Adam closed his eyes hoping to sleep to make the morning come faster so he could fool around with his present.
~~~End Part 30~~~