Fic: The Masseur (25/?)
Title: The Masseur (25/?)
Author: Amberwinters
Pairing: Adam/Kris
Rating: R
Summary: AU fic where Kris Allen is a successful pop-star and Adam is an out of work actor that just got his massage license and a good job.
Wordcount: 3575
Notes: Thanks for all the comments. Sorry for the angst. It’s back…
Warnings: Not too many, some cursing, some sexy times, some angst, some bad jokes.
Ecstasy. A massage sounded amazing to Kris and it would give him a chance to regroup. Adam in his hotel room was larger than life and he was feeling anxious. Adam rummaged through the complimentary hotel supplies while Kris got undressed. He definitely decided to forgo the underwear on this massage. Kris almost laughed as he noticed he already had a semi-hard-on. He felt Adam readjust the sheet and then his warm hands on his back. Kris immediately relaxed and thought about the last time he received a massage from Adam. That was the first time he had received a blow job from a man and it had been amazing. Kris also cringed because that was the start of his many screw ups. That night he had become nervous, threw money at Adam and ran out of the room. It seemed so long ago.
Kris felt Adam’s fingertips move across his ass and joked about his technique. Adam responded lightly which continued to relax Kris until he felt Adam’s tongue along the crack of his ass. No one has ever done that before. Adam continued to massage Kris’ ass which felt great. Kris jumped again when he felt Adam’s fingers near his entrance and then again when he felt something moist. Holy shit that is his tongue. Katy definitely would never have done something so dirty and forbidden. Kris was embarrassed and wasn’t sure about it but it did feel incredible. No wonder Brad kept trying to keep Adam as a lover.
Adam stopped and spoke, “Turnover, baby.”
Kris rolled onto his back and blushed as his painfully erect penis bobbed in the air. Adam’s expression belayed his joy in turning Kris on so much. Adam stroked Kris’ cock as he murmured his appreciation, “Gorgeous.” Adam followed his hand with his tongue and then took all of Kris in his mouth. Kris moaned aloud and could not stop himself from thrusting in ecstasy. He was close and was torn between wanting it to last and needing to come. Adam made the decision for him by stopping and readjusting his position. Kris found himself begging Adam to continue. Adam smiled mischievously as Kris felt his finger penetrate where his tongue had been earlier. Kris loved it until he felt slight pain as Adam placed another finger inside him. Kris tensed and thought about how painful Adam’s cock would be especially since Adam was definitely a big boy. A few seconds later he forgot about the pain as Adam began blowing him again.
“Do you want to fuck me, Adam? I want you to fuck me.” Kris was surprised he said his thought aloud. He was never one to demand sex or express his needs in the bedroom. Kris was also shocked that his fear had been so easily replaced with raw need. He wanted Adam in him and was perfectly willing to bottom. Kris was a little disappointed when Adam just continued to suck his cock until Kris came. Still, the disappointment was short lived when it was still by far the best sexual experience he had had to date.
Kris was reveling in the afterglow when he noticed Adam’s erection as he brought him a towel. Kris would not make the mistake of leaving Adam hanging again.
“Sorry, can I return the favor? You can…you know.” Kris was a little more nervous since coming about Adam penetrating him but he was willing. He was relieved when Adam declined and just wanted a hand job. Kris focused on making it good. He was completely enthralled with Adam’s cock. The size, the weight and fullness was incredible. Kris wasn’t convinced he would be able to take Adam penetrating him but almost wanted to get it over with. He was scared of having sex with Adam and even more frightened of the implication that he liked being fucked by a man. Not the time for soul searching. Focus on making Adam feel good. Kris succeeded at least with the latter has Adam exploded in his hands.
Kris grabbed the towel and wiped himself and Adam. As he finished he heard Adam ask in a vulnerable voice, “Can I stay the night?”
Kris never wanted Adam to leave and said as much, “Stay forever.”
Adam smiled and pulled Kris into him and immediately fell asleep. Kris felt warm, safe and cherished. Kris could not believe after everything that had gone on, he was laying naked in Adam’s arms. Kris had no idea what this meant to his sexuality but he did know without a doubt that he loved the man next to him. Kris gave in to sleep.
Kris woke up as he felt the weight shift on his bed and suddenly felt cold. He opened his eyes and saw Adam quietly pulling on his pants.
“Where are you going, beautiful?” Kris inquired.
Adam looked over and smiled, “I have to go pack. We are checking out at ten because I have an interview at eleven.”
“Come here.”
Adam came over by Kris and stood there looking adorably vulnerable. Kris pulled Adam to him and kissed him deeply. Adam seemed to hesitate a moment and then returned the kiss passionately and soon climbed back in the bed.
“I was worried you would freak out.”
“I might have if you left without saying goodbye. I really like you, Adam.”
“Good because I am not sure I could give you up despite the risks of being with you. I have to go, baby.” Adam kissed him for a few minutes and then left. Kris got up and took two aspirin. He met with his staff and was happy to learn he had no interviews that day. They were scheduled to depart at two after Adam’s interviews. Kris decided to hit the pool for a swim to clear his head. He had two hours before checking out. Unfortunately Brad must have stayed back from Adam’s interviews to enjoy the hotel.
Kris didn’t even feel like feigning friendliness, “Shouldn’t you be with Adam?”
“Nope, I am off the clock until after the tour. I am going to my family’s house tonight and then back to LA next week. So did Adam stay with you last night?”
“It is none of your business.”
“Whatever, bitch, Adam tells me everything anyway and he said he was with you.”
Kris got annoyed, “Brad, I like Adam a lot and I am sick of you trying to keep us apart.”
“I am glad you like him but unfortunately you are a douche bag and keep getting him in trouble. You must admit an awful lot of bad things have happened to him either as a direct result of your actions or your failing to prevent something from happening.”
“OK. You are right I screwed up a lot but I care about him and I am going to try to treat him right.”
Brad paused and looked at Kris, “Well, I am glad to hear that but how do you plan to keep Adam interested? Adam has been lusting after you because you are the one that got away. Once you give it up, he is going to move on. He’s got a fucking hot, and I mean hawt, pornstar publicist. How do you propose to compete? Adam likes sexually creative people. I saw one of Nick’s pornos and he is certainly creative. Your other obstacle is Adam goes through men like I go through hair gel. Before and after me, Adam has never been with anyone longer than a few weeks. He is fickle.”
Kris didn’t know how to respond because all along he had a fear Adam would lose interest. He wasn’t exactly the most out of the box guy and Adam seemed to like interesting people. Still, he didn’t want to show Brad he was insecure.
“Maybe he is finally ready to settle down again.”
Brad laughed, “Sure, Kris, maybe he will also be willing to tone himself down and not be so wild. Adam is a very sexual guy and he has no self control. You seem like a monogamous, vanilla kind of guy so I think the likelihood of you two making it is slim at best. Look, I just think you could save yourself a lot of heartache by acknowledging you aren’t good for each other and move on.”
“I can’t. Believe me, if I could I would have for both our sakes. I think I am in love with him.”
Brad stared at Kris, “Honey, if that is true you are in for a bad ride. Adam is a master at breaking hearts including his own. I’ve said my piece and won’t be on the tour to sabotage you. If I find out you intentionally hurt him again, I will fly out to the tour to kick you ass.”
“Whatever, take care Brad.”
“You too, Kris. Watch out for Nick.”
Brad left the pool area and Kris just sat there. He knew Brad was an asshole and purposely trying to fuck with him but he did have some points. Nick was a threat. The guy was gorgeous and apparently a sex god. Kris swam a few laps and then went back to his room to pack. Adam and Nick showed back up at two to get on the buses. Kris watched Brad saying goodbye to Adam. Brad smirked at Kris before kissing Adam long and deep. Adam kissed him back a few moments and then pulled back. Brad went to kiss Nick but Nick just turned his head and patted Brad on the back.
They loaded into their tour buses. The label had sprung for a tour bus for Adam and his band. It was not as fancy as Kris’ but it was comfortable. Kris had not spoken to Adam since the morning and was starting to freak out a little about the night before. Kris overheard his band gossiping about Nick saying they heard from Adam’s band that he hooked up with some S&M guy. Kris listened as Nick went from being a cool guy to a disgusting freak. Kris had been feigning sleep and wondered if that was why they were being so honestly hostile toward homosexuality. The negativity he heard further instilled fear into Kris. Kris was not ready to deal with the hate. In a way, he admired Brad for his ability to be so over the top and not care if people laughed at him. Kris was not like that. He could feel himself panicking. Kris needed to distance himself from Adam and think about what he really wanted and all the repercussions of his decision.
They arrived at the new hotel in New Mexico late that night. Jade and Nick were sorting out the rooms while everyone else relaxed in the lobby. Adam came over by Kris.
“Hi, how has your day been?”
Kris tried to keep his voice even, “Fine. How was your interview?”
“Same old questions. You want to have a drink when we get our rooms?”
“I have a radio interview in the morning. I should just go straight to bed.”
Adam looked at Kris, “You flipped, didn’t you?”
“I’m just tired, OK.”
“Whatever. I’ll see you around.” Adam walked away and Kris just watched him. Why couldn’t Adam just give him some time to adjust? Adam went by his band. Kris watched Nick walking over to them and noticed him walking a little funny. That did nothing to calm Kris down. Adam’s band seemed annoyed and pointed to Kris’ group. Adam’s bassist was yelling,
“Why does Adam have to share a room and not Kris? He’s the one with the fucking number one hit and the only reason his shows are finally selling out.”
Adam just raised his hand up to quiet them all, “Tommy, it is no big deal. I shared a room with Nick and Brad in Texas so this is clearly a step up. It is for two nights, who gives a shit. We are the opening act and that is how it rolls. I don’t mind so why should you? I like rooming with Nick, he’s purdy.”
Nick looked at Adam annoyed, “Please don’t channel the spirit of Brad. Tomorrow is an early start so everyone needs to just get some sleep.”
Kris watched Adam follow Nick out of the lobby. Kris felt jealous and knew it was his own fault for pulling back from Adam. Kris went to his room and laid awake for an hour convincing himself Adam was screwing Nick. Unable to take it anymore, he went to Adam and Nick’s room. Kris knocked and heard rumbling around. Adam answered in sweat pants and smelled like coconut oil. Kris stepped inside and saw Nick laying on his stomach with just a towel covering his ass. He had obviously been enjoying one of Adam’s infamous massages.
Kris was pissed and starting to freak as he heard Adam’s voice, “Hey, Kris, I thought you were tired?”
“Fuck you. Go back to your new conquest.” Kris walked out and started hyperventilating as he made his way back to his room.
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Adam woke up with Kris in his arms and thought life could not be more perfect. Adam had worried Kris would freak out in the morning and was relieved when Kris awoke still into him. After exchanging some passionate kisses, Adam had to head back to his room to pack, checkout and go to his interviews. He got back to Nick’s room and of course Brad and Nick were there. Brad laid into him immediately,
“Where the fuck did you sleep last night?”
“Brad, we are not dating, I don’t owe you an answer.”
“It was my last night and you and Nick here left me.”
“Quit the dramatics. You blew me off remember? I came to you and you told me to get lost.”
Brad thought for a minute, “You could have begged better. Anyway, I still want to know where you slept.”
Adam knew Brad would never relent, “I was with Kris.”
Brad shook his head, “You are a glutton for punishment. I am just glad you made it out alive and unhurt. That is more than Nick can say.”
Adam looked over at Nick and noticed he was moving slower than usual. Adam was concerned,
“Are you OK, Nick?”
“I am fine. Look, I know you guys like to share everything but I am not the kiss and tell type so don’t include me. Hurry up we have to get to the radio station in a half hour.”
Adam packed and followed Nick to the lobby. Brad was going to stay behind and enjoy the hotel until they headed out for New Mexico. Brad would then go to his family’s ranch which was a few hours away. Nick shuffled Adam through three different interviews and was very good as both a PA and a publicist. Adam knew Nick was in physical discomfort and tried to ask him again.
“Look, Adam, I’m fine. I had a good time last night and I am sore today. No big deal.”
“Did that guy get rough?”
“Adam, we are not there yet. I appreciate your concern but let’s keep our boundaries. I am physically and emotionally up to my job no worries.”
Adam smiled, “You get kinky, don’t you?”
Nick looked at Adam and then laughed, “I’ve been known to step out of the box. Now, stop flirting with me and sign this stack of photos.”
They went back to the hotel and said goodbye to Brad and Texas. Brad had tried to make out with Adam in front of everyone. At first Adam allowed it out of habit but then remembered Kris was there and stopped Brad. Adam went on his bus and continued signing pictures and catching up on email. He couldn’t wait to be with Kris again. In fact, Adam had a hard time all day staying focused. Every few minutes he would smile thinking about Kris writhing beneath him or Kris asking him to fuck him. That also meant Adam was sporting a semi all day. Luckily, Nick didn’t comment and Brad was absent.
Once they arrived at the hotel, everyone piled into the lobby as Nick and Jade sorted out the rooms. Adam took the opportunity to speak to Kris and try and arrange a rendezvous.
“Hi, how has your day been?”
“Fine. How was your interview?” Adam could tell Kris was tense and uncomfortable. He hoped his gut was wrong and Kris hadn’t changed his mind about them.
Adam answered congenially, “Same old questions. You want to have a drink when we get our rooms?”
Kris appeared distraught, “I have a radio interview in the morning. I should just go straight to bed.”
Adam knew immediately Kris had changed his mind and was blowing him off. It hurt really bad, “You flipped, didn’t you?”
Kris looked down, “I’m just tired, OK.”
Adam was totally crushed, “Whatever. I’ll see you around.” That fucking asshole lifted me up just to slam me to the earth. I am done getting fucked over by Kris Allen. Done! Adam walked away while he still had a small ounce of pride and went by his band. Nick came over and explained there were only a limited amount of rooms so they would all be sharing. Tommy, his quirky bassist, complained but Adam stopped him. In truth, he was glad he would not be alone and Nick was a good alternative. A hurt!Adam was a horny!Adam. This was a blessing in disguise.
They headed to their room. Adam decided to test the waters, “So did you choose me for a roommate for some devious purpose?”
“Actually I thought you would sleep in Kris’ room and I would enjoy a room to myself. Did you two star crossed lovers fuck up again?”
“Yeah, he doesn’t want me now. I think half the day he is hetero and then a few hours a night he goes gay.”
“You sure you didn’t do anything?”
“Yeah because I hadn’t seen him all day. Anyway, I am done with Kris Allen. He is bad for me and making me crazy.”
Nick said he was going to try and take a hot bath to loosen up.
Adam had an idea, “You know I am a licensed masseur. I would be happy to help you out. Just a simple massage.”
Nick looked at Adam suspiciously, “Really? No funny stuff just a real massage?”
“Seriously, I will totally stay professional. I even have coconut massage oil.”
Nick agreed and after a quick shower, laid down on the bed in a towel. Adam noticed he had some red marks on his lower back.
“I am just going to loosen you towel but keep you covered. I can’t ignore the elephant in the room. Did you get whipped last night?”
“You can ignore it just don’t massage my ass. I am already regretting this.”
“Come on, give me a chance. I’ll even massage you in silence.”
Adam began massaging Nick again noticing what a perfect physique he had. Adam found his eyes were enthralled with the red marks he was seeing and he lowered the towel a little to see more. Adam didn’t really understand S&M but he was curious what Nick was into but knew Nick wouldn’t entertain his questions. As with Brad, Adam was able to focus on the massage. In a way, Adam was annoyed that only Kris seemed to hold such physical power over him that he couldn’t resist molesting him. Not to say if Nick made a move, Adam wouldn’t totally go for it. He totally would especially after Kris blew him off. Adam just continued to give him a massage and felt Nick’s muscles relaxing.
Adam heard a knock at the door and was surprised since they didn’t order room service. Adam told Nick to relax a minute and answered the door. He was confused to see Kris and immediately blushed with guilt. Even though he wasn’t doing anything wrong, Adam felt like he sort of was. He tried to sound nonchalant,
“Hey, Kris, I thought you were tired?”
Kris did not look happy and snarled, “Fuck you. Go back to your next conquest.” Kris walked out and Adam became annoyed and slammed the door.
“Fuck! Why can’t he just pick a personality? That was Kris.”
“So I heard. Why don’t you follow him and explain you were just giving me a massage.”
“Why should I? He blew me off. I am a free person and if I want to massage you I will.”
“Well, I am sure this will just make things so much better between you two. Maybe you can fuck a groupie in his tour bus too. That should smooth things over. You are an idiot, Adam, but a helluva a masseur. If you aren’t going to go after him, why don’t you finish my massage.”
“Will you tell him nothing happened between us?”
“Nothing did happen between us nor will anything happen between us so I will gladly tell Kris the truth. You need to be patient with him and both of you need to stop over-reacting. Maybe you should scale back on the sex and talk more as friends instead of fighting and making up all the time. It is way too volatile a relationship.”
“I need to do something different because he is breaking my heart.”
~~~End Part 25
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