This moment was intimate to me like a secret ritual that only a few were supposed know of. We both knew she could see but I continued anyways. She watched on and I let her, I needed someone else to understand.
Seriously.. she didn't.. xlostxwithoutxNovember 12 2011, 10:39:14 UTC
I don't think I have ever seen her as cold hearted as she was that night. I mean, she simply stood there, in silent ...awe, damn it! Awe! The man was seriously rearranging my face, the crowd was cheering, and as she stood.. in my corner, supposedly cheering me on.. She stared at him in fucking awe. Forget that there was no ref stopping the slaughter because it wasn't exactly 'legal', but.. I was dying in there, and she was studying the methods of which he was using to murder me!? Needless to say, once home we had the world's longest, loudest session of 'make up' sex, ever.. Of course, the volume was due to my ribs being pulverized, but.. it was amazing, none-the-less.
She stood silent and watched...creativeheart21December 5 2011, 23:30:21 UTC
but that was a joke, inside there wasn't a moments peace as thousands of thoughts swirled dizzily, her throat catching as she tried to choke back tears. Her heart shattered into millions of shards, crashing and thrashing so loudly she feared her mind would burst. Her eyes took in the images, blurring and reddening and fading out but it was done. His actions would alter her perceptions forever, but for now it was nothing but him, him and 'her'. The world around her started spinning and before she realized exactly what she was doing, she was out on the streets, running. Just running as far from him as she could, her throat tearing with the screams of despair that frightened her. She never knew she could feel so much, could hurt so terribly. Young and naive, isolated from everyone and the one person she trusted, threw it in her face to watch, over and over again in her inner eye. She suddenly stopped, the rain starting to fall as she closed her eyes and faced the heavens to feel the cold touch her hot skin. Her body felt light, hollow
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I don't think I have ever seen her as cold hearted as she was that night. I mean, she simply stood there, in silent ...awe, damn it! Awe!
The man was seriously rearranging my face, the crowd was cheering, and as she stood.. in my corner, supposedly cheering me on.. She stared at him in fucking awe. Forget that there was no ref stopping the slaughter because it wasn't exactly 'legal', but.. I was dying in there, and she was studying the methods of which he was using to murder me!?
Needless to say, once home we had the world's longest, loudest session of 'make up' sex, ever.. Of course, the volume was due to my ribs being pulverized, but.. it was amazing, none-the-less.
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