i was shivering inside

[alexparker]

I'm supposed to be writing a paper right now about ritual in architecture. It's due tomorrow and I have not started it. Three pages... and I just can't start. My head is all fucked up and weird. I've been working non-stop all weekend, and schooling and I just can't work my head. And I need to write this paper. But I can't even start, let

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[ex_misadvent483]

Isn't there a way you can BS your way through it? Find some fancy words and string them together into something so fantastic, your professor will be amazed by your sheer genius?

But anyway, you shouldn't even be reading this comment! You should be writing your paper! Stop wasting time on the internet! ;)

plus, my professor has his phd from stanford, so i think it might be hard to bullshit him.

[alexparker]

no, at the point of writing that entry, i could focus on nothing but my impending doom. i kind of had a mini nervous breakdown all afternoon. and then i had to go to work! and when i was getting ready, i realized i was getting sick! i thought my nausea was just because of my worry, but when i put my [metal] necklace on and i got a chill from it, i realized i was actually sick. went to work and no one would move up for me, as they "desperately wanted to go home." so of course, even though they were cut two hours before me, they were still there when i left after being miserable for five hours, as they were too busy dicking around and talking to do their sidework and leave. gah. turns out my temperature was up 1.2 degrees

[cryfreedom]

I'm exactly there, as well.

[alexparker]

*gigantor hug*

i've been thinking about switching to architecture. yesterday i started thinking about switching to full-out crazy. just go get committed, get a head start. you know, get some seniority so i can be head crazy of my loony bin. free room and board, time to do what i want, interesting neighbours...

or, you know, we can just become rock stars.

i'm not sure which one is preferable right now.