i can't tell if the pieces
of me are coming together
or falling apart again.

i wish you could understand.
it hurts me too, but i have to
do this for myself. there's a
first time for everything.

(X) snuck out of the house ( Read more... )

i went to court today for my m.i.p ( Read more... )

14 days.

i said *choch* today.
weird.
i haven't said that in forever,
definitly took me by surprise.

you lied to the angels said i stabbed you to death

i learned to play Free Bird by Lynyrd Skynyrd on my guitar...exciting

so i just went off on my brother and sister about the x box ( Read more... )

i miss him so much =(

i got an m.i.p. gay.
blew a .037...45 minutes later i blew a .024 they told me i could drive home in a half hour....even gayer.

my heart hurts
i miss him so much

im still not used to waking up without him

I hate how down I am when Craig is gone. All I want to do is sleep. I miss him so much ( Read more... )

I don't know what it is but lately I have been crying over stuff that I thought never bothered me before ( Read more... )