So lately i have been thinking, its pretty weird that I am here again. I really enjoy it i mean but its just weird. My boyfriend is moving to San Diego and i might not ever see him again just because he didnt want me to go with him. Pretty sad.

i thought phoenix would be better than this for some reason.

im pretty sure derek and i are done. you cant make someone love you. i guess i learned that the hard way. dad goes in for surgery tomorrow. i hope everything goes ok. please pray for him. goodbye.

so a lot has happened in 24 hours. I submitted a 30 day notice to my job, gave my last months rent to my landlord and started cleaning. I got a call from my dad this morning saying that his boss really wants me to work there and that he needs me there pronto! SOOO I am packing like a mad man and trying to get everything in order and I guess I will ( Read more... )

Life is not going so well right now. I am really bummed out. Things with Derek seem to be getting worse by the second. Im just waiting for a "i dont love you" to pop out of someone. I feel really drained. I cant sleep at all anymore and when im not at work i wish i was and when im at work i wish i wasnt. A really neat design company in phx wants to ( Read more... )

this weekend was my birthday. It was pretty interesting. not really the best one i can remember, but i dont want to be negative. It was nice to spend it with my grandparents. i really enjoy them. my grandfather just happened to lecture me, but its typical. i have been thinking a lot lately about what the heck i want to do with my life. derek leaves ( Read more... )

I have a birthday coming up this month. I am honestly feeling old. Haha, 23 means 25 for me and 25 means 50! No im being dramatic. My life up to this point has been very memorable. I have done some pretty fun stuff. Lately i have been thinking about all the things i have done. I really have had a great life. Jacob Raymo has been on my mind a bit. I ( Read more... )

bored at work. friday is the busiest day too. i am still sick. i do not understand how. i have a really bad fever that i thought i broke. lame! i guess ill be in bed all weekend. Yessss. I have been thinking a lot about the last couple movies i saw. No country for old men, there will be blood and funny games. Definitely my 3 faves for the year. I ( Read more... )

well i finally did it! i am running a company. i changed jobs about 2 months ago and it has been for the better. i work for a really small company and im pretty much the boss. its pretty cool to have that much responsibility. granted i am completely stressed out 99% of the time, but it works. i got a sweet iphone for my company cell. i think i ( Read more... )

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