So i have had all of yesterday and until 8 tonight to think about the fate of us.  I started thinking in circles and i felt as if i could have a panic attack at any moment so i talked to my friends at work last night and it definitely pulled the 200 lb weight that was covering my body.  It felt soo good to talk about it and hear other peoples' ( Read more... )

I feel like my life is falling apart.  Me and Alex might break up.  The last two months have been really hard because he is taking 18 credits and his projects are soo demanding that alot of the time he is up all night working on them.  It doesn't help that I'm freaking out about graduating and having to find myself a "real job".  So we've both been ( Read more... )

1: what is the best photograph you think you've ever taken, and why?
2: if you could go anywhere, right now, for free, where would you go?
3: you can meet any one person that ever lived for one hour, who do you chose?
4: what song reminds you most of your childhood?
5: are you seeing malajube in july at maxwells?! lol

1. A picture of alex for a death ( Read more... )

its been almost a month since classes ended and i have yet to do much else than be a lazy bum. i still watch too much tv and dont go to the gym like i wanted.  i know its silly, but id like to lose 8 lbs because then i would be back to my senior in highschool weight.  i just feel very tired and only want to lay around.  procratination has hit its ( Read more... )

The semester is almost over! only 5 more days of class!  Next thursday is it! Im so excited about having a real summer this year! And excited about saving money!  Me and Jen K want to look for apartments in the fall.  I got the kids lead position at work, but not till niki leaves in august for law school.  Yay more money and an extra day! :D ( Read more... )

I have soo much homework this week, and I just dont want to do it.  Things have been pretty boring, just school and work.  This wind is killing me though, i neeed warm weather soo bad.   And I need to get out of this house!  It sucks out all of my creativity and drive.  Its full of negativity and i cant take it ( Read more... )

i need to update this thing ( Read more... )

this has been a stressful semester.
i got a raise at work.

go to my flickr to see my latest project! :D http://www.flickr.com/photos/mandaj/

here is a preview

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i have been feeling terrible lately. and pathetic.

i suck. i have no energy, and im dependent on alex.

thats really about it.

i just painted my nails really pink. ive been meaning to do that for days. and i rearranged my room today. havent i been productive ( Read more... )