"Do you realize ( Read more... )

I give up ( Read more... )

Eh..things are better. That is all. I love you Emily. Dont forget that EVER.

Two moods at once..why don't they have that option!? I'm optimistic and happy(one mood) and aggravatedly PISSED ( Read more... )

I sit here in my not-so-spacious closet with a computer and I wonder..what the hell am I really doing with my life? Yea, I'm only 17, but I want to amount to something already. Emily always told me "be happy with yourself before you want to make someone else happy" and I never really put thought into it..but now that I do put thought into it, ( Read more... )

Well fuck, Emily is mad at me and I'm in trouble. I know I'm in trouble because she told Jake to tell me to stay here so she could "talk" with me. I haven't been this nervous over getting in trouble since I got in trouble by my dad when I was in school..hella fucking weird.

This is one of the ONLY times you will ever see me say this...but, I feel 1000x more sorry for her than I ever have for myself. My fucked up family is trying to ruin her life..Im not doing anything to help it..I keep smothering her and now I've ruined it. All I can say is sorry, you're absolutely right and I'm absolutely wrong. So, Im sorry to say ( Read more... )

Today is absolutely perfect. I love it. Thannnnnk you, $E-Money$.

Things may be getting better..slightly and slowly..she talked to me and she told me she really loves me..that made my heart beat so hard..

"Float On ( Read more... )