Sorry i havent updated in a while. Lets see, not a lot has been going on. Adam got fired from here, which sucks but hes a screw up anyway, a friend of mine from NY told me that he loved me the other day (didnt really know how to respond to that so i just said uhhh) yeah, i got accepted into the dental program at the college so i start classes in ( Read more... )

so i've been thinking a lot lately, about what i've done, what im doing and i keep asking myself why ( Read more... )

lastnight i took sarah to her modeling class...i think that that is the worst place i could of been yesterday. having a blah day to begin with, i go there where all these pretty girls are prancing around pretty much throwing it in my face that im like oober ugly. at one point when they were doing theire stupid commercials, i started laughing a ( Read more... )

its around 2 17 or so, which will show up on this damn thing but whatever. im in a weird mood, im thinking about everything, wondering why some things are the way that they are, and also coming to the conclusion that something must be wrong with me. im sitting here dwelling on things that happened a long time ago, actually realizing what caused a ( Read more... )

did anyone watch the news lastnight? if not check this link out, im sure everyone has already heard of it but i do not watch the news much and when i do this is what people are actually focused on (?) there are more important issues out there then gay marriages. just leave these people alone! they have every RIGHT to be married just like any man ( Read more... )

work sucked today...the environment is to much for me. i dont like how it forces me to wear my headphones all day long. its not fair. i've been there for 4 years now, you think that i would be used to the crap that goes on...but no im not. different people come and go and yet, im still there to deal with there shit and to realize how much things ( Read more... )

so i think that im really screwed up in the head. Last night, i was hanging out with adam (an old fling that i work with and still like a little bit) bc we never do that anymore and it just seemed so crappy. we have nothing in common, and when we talk, all he does is pick on every word that comes out of my mouth. its like that at work too, and its ( Read more... )

and it seems to suck a lot. this is my second journal, i have one thats cassiopeia825 but this is just kinda one that none of my friends have, where i can actually write what i want to and not worry about hurting peoples feelings and whatnot ( Read more... )