today was pretty good. woke up. showered. Aaron came over. hung out with him until 5:30 or so. went to babysit at 5:45...turns out she told me the wrong time and i didnt have to babysit until 6:45. did that. made $$. got home around 9:20ish. now im just sittin around. i think they want me to start babysitting for them every saturday night. iono if ( Read more... )

what a lovely friday night. everything i wanted to do got shot down. i ended up on the phone with Aaron.i was in a bad mood. i made brooke a cake to make her feel better. but i didnt finish it until it was too late to call her and then i got depressed b/c part of it was hideous so i ate that part and now im just plain depressed. my "sweet" 16 is ( Read more... )

kinda funny how i find myself confiding everything in a person who just last week i really didnt like. life changes i guess. i feel like crap right now. b/c.......the only people that seem to want to spend time with me this weekend are Aaron and Brooke. its knida sad how i can go from having so many close friends to none.but i guess they all just ( Read more... )

SCAREMARE TONIGHT! yeah.im about to go put on warm clothes and head out. real update later. if you arnet coming to scaremare.you just a bid ol' loserhead. =) laterrr!
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blah. i have lots of homework.i just feel too lazy to actually do it ( Read more... )

( Friday )

the word indescribable makes me sing that "so high" song. =) i love it. i miss Snowbird mucho. fredrick may come visit and spend the night with me! so uh..yeah...ill let you know if shes comin. which i think she may. i gave her my digits last night ( Read more... )

i miss my dog. i saw a picture of her on the refrigerator...and i cried. then i walked out to where we buried her.and sat in the grass...and cried. that was my afternoon. now i bring you pictures.

( randomness over the past couple of weeks )

NEW LAYOUT ( Read more... )

im going to start running my bneighborhood again.at least every other day or so. i need to do something physical...ive gotten so lazy. i update too much. im bored. i procrastinate. im being lazy. and emo. and i really miss a friend. its making me depressed. you told me this summer that i was your best friend and that youve never had that before.. ( Read more... )