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Title: So Vain
Band/Pairing: Vam
Author: Me, the Mistress
Rating: PG
Summary: Bam reflects on his relationship with Ville, from Bam's P.O.V
Authors notes: Another little song ficcie, dedicated to Matushka and Kate
You walked into the party
Like you were walking onto a yacht
I remember when I first saw you. You walked into the room as if you owned the place. Your dark hair falling over your shoulders in a soft wave. Your green eyes shining as if possessed with all the stars in the sky. Your plump lips curved into a half smile. Every eye was upon you.
And all the girls dreamed that they'd be your partner
They'd be your partner
I wanted you right then and there. You were like a rare gem. You were something I could never buy, no matter how much money I had. You had to be mine. I wasn’t going to take no for an answer.
I bought you a drink. Who would have guessed that alcohol was the way to your heart? We smiled and chatted about useless things. I can’t ever remember how much we actually drank. All I know is that we ended up in some cheap hotel bed and somehow ended up together.
I should have figured that us wasn’t going to be easy. You were too beautiful and too wonderful to be in a monogamous relationship. Too many people loved you. Too many worshiped you. You knew this, you knew the power you had over people, and God knows that you secretly loved it. You got a secret thrill from having this power over other people. You were so fucking vain that it made me sick.
You're so vain
You probably think this song is about you
You're so vain
I'll bet you think this song is about you
Don't you? Don't you?
You told me that you loved me. You bought me pretty things. I was too young, too naïve to see through your façade. I believed every lie that fell from your poisoned tongue.
Well, you said that we made such a pretty pair
And that you would never leave
I remember holding your body against me one night. You were sleeping so soundly. At that moment I felt so happy. I felt like living, I felt like I belonged to the world.
But you gave away the things you loved
And one of them was me
I had some dreams they were clouds in my coffee
Clouds in my coffee
I remember when you left. I remember when you broke my heart into a thousand irreparable pieces. You said you were sorry. You said that I should have seen this coming. You said you never really loved me.
You were never looking for anything serious. You just liked the idea of having a new little toy around. You could never be with someone forever. I was a fool to ever believe the words that came from your mouth. They were just pretty painted lies. Empty, hollow lies wrapped with a pretty bow.
Well, you're where you should be all the time
And when you're not, you're with
Some underworld spy or the wife of a close friend
Wife of a close friend
I can’t forget you. It’s not that easy. I can’t stop loving you. I want to hate you. I want to despise you. I can’t. For some reason I can’t. I will always love you.
You’re such a shit. You know it’s true. You like breaking others hearts don’t you? You like this power you hold over others, you sick little fuck. I hope you never find happiness.
Everything is always about you. You could kill someone and somehow manage to make it look like you were the victim. Go and have your little pity party. Make it seem like I was the one who hurt you. I don’t give a shit anymore. Just know that you will always hold a place in my heart. You will always be My Ville.
You're so vain
You probably think this song is about you
You're so vain
I'll bet you think this song is about you
Don't you? Don't you?