22 & 23.....Meh.
Well...the impasse passed. For a night. Any ideas for 24+ will be GREATLY appreciated. *nods*
End of a Friendship or Beginning of a Relationship
Disclaimer - I'm sure you have it memorized like I do. Come on, sayt with me, "You can't own a person!"
Notes - Well...Ch 22 is here! After a slight impasse, I got an idea. Based off a dream I had the other night. XD .......of all the irony........(the irony should hit you after you read.....)
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[Bam's P.O.V.]
I sat up quickly. Maybe a little too quickly; I kinda got dizzy there for a second. I'll have to remember not to do that any more. Sitting up super-fast like that after having been sleeping for...four hours. Not good. Gotta remember that. ....I won't, but I can try, right?
After the two second sidetrack, I remembered why I'd woken up. Damn fucking dream. I should kill it. But I can't. Because it's not real. Dammit.
I heard movement beside me and a bit of sleeptalk. Interesting. Didn't know Ville talked in his sleep. ....Or maybe he does. God, don't let him be awake. I don't feel much like talking right now. Damn dream. I'm gonna fucking find a way to kill it!
Goddammit, Ville! Can't you hear me when I don't talk?! Apparent, we don't have that special, telepathic connection people seem to think we've got. Just because we can finish each other's sentences or shar a lon and understand the humor of the unsaid does not mean we're telepatic, people! Ok, glad that's done. Back to Ville not listening to me...
He was moving. Not the kind of moving you do when you're asleep, like....rolling over or shifting around. But the kind of moving you do when you were asleep are are in the process of waking up. Fuck.
I'm not telling him why I'm awake. I don't care how damn cute he looks. It's not happening, so he might as well not even fucking ask me. Cause he won't get an answer.
"Mmm...Bam?"
Oh, don't you dare try to get me to talk by looking adorably confused, dammit! "Yeah?" I asked quietly.
"What are you doing up?" He asked slowly, still coming to.
Not answering. Not answering. Not answering. NOT-- "Just a dream." Goddammit!
He sat up and click on a lamp. "Bad dream, then?" He asked softly.
No, Ville. It was just so damn good that I just had to go and do something stupid like interrupt myself and wake up. SO glad I didn't say that! "Yeah..."
Ville had his head tilted slightly to the side. He linked our fingers together. I think he just likes doing that, you know. "What wrong? What happened in your dream?"
I'm most definitely not answer that! I'm not telling him that! "I don't...I don't wanna talk about it." Oh, sure. That's really gonna kill his interest.
Great. Just what I needed to do. Go off and make him even more interested. I don't want to tell him, dammit. I don't need more mocking about this shit. I get enough of that already. So, that's it. I just won't tell him.
I glanced over at him. Ville just looked so damn confused. And when he was confused, Ville honestly looked absolutely adorable.
........
Oh, hell.
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Notes - Loved this chapter. No matter how short it is. You'll understand Bam's yammering in the next one! *wink* I lurve him *huggles*
...............*has suddenly realized what a BITCH this chapter is going to be to HTML* Oh, well! I've had worse XD
Drop a line!
Later days,
~PFB~
Ch 23....
End of a Friendship or Beginning of a Relationship
Disclaimer - I'm sure you have it memorized like I do. Come on, sayt with me, "You can't own a person!"
Notes - Well...Ch 23! Yay! *giggles* Have I mentioned how much I love Bam? *huggles* ........er.......you'll see!
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[Ville's P.O.V.]
Why not? Why the fuck not? The dream couldn't have been that bad! ....Could it?
I slowly traced my thumb of our interlaced hands over the base of Bam's own thumb. I looked up at him, frowning a little in my confusion.
I think Bam's got issues with people looking at him for longer than five secons, because after a moment, he said, "What?"
I smiled a little. He is so cute with al his little quirks. They amuse me. "What was the dream about, Bam?"
Bam shifted a little, as if the sheer thought of talking about it made him uncomfortable. And I just knew that couldn't be true. ......Right? "I said I don't want to talk about it, Ville."
All right, that was not the Bam Margera I know. The Bam I know wouldn't ever practically whine. Ever! I arched an eyebrow at him. I knew that if I looked at him long enough, he'd eventually say something. Mentally torturing your boyfriend is actually kind of fun.
Just as I predicted (am I psychic?...Maybe. I'll have to look into that.), after a few minutes of my staring at him, Bam looked over at me. "What?" He practically snapped.
I didn't take any offense to the snapping; I was the one that decided annoying him would be amusing, after all. "Just tell me, Bam."
"Why's it matter so much?"
If I hadn't known Bam for as long as I have, I'd almost say he seems...embarrased about the dream. And that just doesn't fit him at all. I honestly don't think that I've ever seen Bam embarrassed, despite the fact that we've known each other for nearly eight years. "Because I can tell it's bugging you and I want to know what's bothering you so much," I said, moving a piece of hair away that had been obstrucing my view of those beautiful blue orbs. God, I love his eyes.
He still decided to fight on telling me. Dammit. "Look, it was just a dream and it was stupid and I'm not going to talk about it because Dunn and everyone else already give me enough hell over it and I don't need you on my ass about it, too." He explained. I could tell he was getting annoyed of my pressing the matter. Oh, how amusing you are, dear Bam.
I gave him a Look. "You know me better than that. And it hurts me to think you would ever compare me to Ryan." I gave a slight pout.
Bam rolled his eyes, despite the grin he was wearing, "There is no comparison there, Valo."
"Oh?"
"You break the scale. Dunn never leaves zero."
I laughed. All right, I give credit when it's due. Nice analogy, Bam. "Well, I suppose that's good, isn't it?" I smirked.
"Very good." He smirked back. I don't like that smirk. It's the one he gives when he's about to do or say something that everyone around him is going to regret. "If everything was flipped, I wouldn't have ever had hot Finnish sex." He winked at me.
Sure, it might be stupid, but depsite my efforts to force it away before my brain caught wave of it, I felt a slight blush tint my cheeks at the mention of our previous nightly activities. I decided to throw my discomfort back at him. "So, the dream..."
"Was stupid." He finished for me.
"Baaa-am!" I whined before sitting up a bit more and practically throwing myself sideways towards him. Ironically and oddly enough, I ended up straddling his outstretched legs. Not very comfortable. Note to self: Aim for the waist next time.
I leaned in and kissed him teasingly, pulling back before I got to wrapped up. "Tell me," And again, with an added bonus of my tongue running across his lower lip, "Or no more." I said quickly as I sat back up. Oh, I'm loving the look on his face. It so clearly said 'Not fair!'
Bam rolled his eyes, "The things you'll do to find out something so simple."
"You're not going to tell me?" I asked, stretching a little, raising my arms above my head. I knew full well that my shirt had lifted--but just barely. Just for the hell of it, I arched backwards, causing my hips to be thrown foreward slightly and my shirt to go up more as well, revealing more of my stomach to him. I slowly sat back up and there could not have been a better look on his face at that moment. I had to do some serious back-biting on the laugh threatening to pass over my lips.
"Teasing...isn't nice." He said slowly, staring at me in a way that clearly told me he hadn't expected me to go this far just to find out about a dream. Well, Mister Margera. Let's hope this teaches you to never underestimate me.
"Neither is holding back information you were so nicely asked for." I grinned.
"All right. I'll tell you, but you've got to promise not to laugh or make any cracks about it, ok?"
I held up four fingers and saluted, "Promise." I nodded, confirming it all.
"It was....I was trapped." He started.
This got my attention. I could feel my eyes growing wide. "Trapped?" I repeated, clearly by my tone, anyone could tell I was interested.
He nodded slowly. "Yeah. I was trapped in...in this...room. The door was locked from the outside and there were no windows. The room was empty at first, besides me and a chair in the corner. But slowly....somehow...all these...snakes appeared." He shuddered before continuing, and I can honestly say that I don't really know why. "They were all aruond the room. I mean, seriously. All over--the walls, the ceiling, the floor, the chair," He rattled off the places quickly before shuddering again. "Me." He sighed and finished,"Then I woke up."
I promised him I wouldn't laugh, and I didn't. But I couldn't help the grin spreading across my face as realization came over me. Another adorable quirk. God, I love you, Bam.
Bam looked a little dejected, "You said you wouldn't laugh," He said quietly, eyes cast down.
"Do you hear me laughing, love?" I asked, smiling down at him.
"No, but--"
"Then I kept my promise, didn't I?"
He looked up at me, "Well, yeah, but--"
I put a single finger to his lips, glad he took the hint. "One: Don't argue with a Finnish man, love. You'll never win. Very determined, we are."
A grin broke across his face as he spoke against my finger, "And two?"
I grinned as well, "I didn't know you're afraid of snakes." I let my hand fall to his side, linking our fingers again. I just love doing that. It's one of those things I had done with my parents when I was little and never really got rid of.
Bam sighed in an annoyed manner. "That's because I never told you becuase I get enough shit about it from everyone else to last me a fucking lifetime."
"You're not going to get any shit over it from me, sweetheart. All you're getting from me is realization that you are completely human. Mind-bending fear attached." I smiled and lifted one of his hands to my lips to kiss the tops of his knuckles, never breaking my eye contact with him. Who could?
Oh, God. I wish you could pause your life like you can pause a movie. If I'm not mistaken, I think Bam's got a bit of a crimson color creeping across his cheeks right now. I should inspect this...
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Notes - Did you seeee why I love Bam (there are, of course, other reasons O_o)???? The snakes. WHY in the hell, I have no idea, but ever since I saw the Prank War episode....*shakes head and shrugs* That's just amused the hell outta me! (You'll know just how much once I figure out what Ryan does to make him want to get back at Bam in a new, funny, one-shot I'm planning on writing XD -- wanna know? IM/E-mail me!)
Have you guys noticed yet how I leave off right at the part where you think I'm going to go in for a nice hot scene? *nods* Well, I have two reasons behind that.
a.) I can't really write those scenes too well O_o
and
b.) I like to leave you with the innuendo. I think I like to think of my writing like a movie. What you don't see is worse (or in this particular case, better) to imagine. Take Texas Chainsaw Masacre for example. Saw the new remake. Will NEVER see the original simply because of a "Top 100 Scariest Moments in Horror Movies" thing I saw. >_< NEVER will I EVER in this lifetime see the original. You don't SEE half of that scene. You HEAR it and you IMAGINE it. And that makes it a lot worse. Even just the minute or so they show you. *shudders* NEVER, I tell you. NEVER!
Sooo....I'll stop now. But, the latter is the real reason I give you guys all the innuendo. You never know, one day....I just might write a scene. And it might be a VAM one! XD It was these two that got me into real-person-fiction (and even better--Slash!), after all! *wink*
Drop a line!
Later days,
~PFB~ [*points above* Officially the longs NOTE I've had while I've been here! *nods* You should see some of my old ones on ff.net O_O freakin' scary, man!]
Oh, and one last bit here: Guys. I'm at another impasse. IDEAS would be HELPFUL! ....or is it helpfull? *shrug* Either way! XD lol
Seriously, Later days,
~PFB~
Well.....I hope you liked that bit. XD I had fun writing it. haha. *grin* Don't forget to comment ^^;
End of a Friendship or Beginning of a Relationship
Disclaimer - I'm sure you have it memorized like I do. Come on, sayt with me, "You can't own a person!"
Notes - Well...Ch 22 is here! After a slight impasse, I got an idea. Based off a dream I had the other night. XD .......of all the irony........(the irony should hit you after you read.....)
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[Bam's P.O.V.]
I sat up quickly. Maybe a little too quickly; I kinda got dizzy there for a second. I'll have to remember not to do that any more. Sitting up super-fast like that after having been sleeping for...four hours. Not good. Gotta remember that. ....I won't, but I can try, right?
After the two second sidetrack, I remembered why I'd woken up. Damn fucking dream. I should kill it. But I can't. Because it's not real. Dammit.
I heard movement beside me and a bit of sleeptalk. Interesting. Didn't know Ville talked in his sleep. ....Or maybe he does. God, don't let him be awake. I don't feel much like talking right now. Damn dream. I'm gonna fucking find a way to kill it!
Goddammit, Ville! Can't you hear me when I don't talk?! Apparent, we don't have that special, telepathic connection people seem to think we've got. Just because we can finish each other's sentences or shar a lon and understand the humor of the unsaid does not mean we're telepatic, people! Ok, glad that's done. Back to Ville not listening to me...
He was moving. Not the kind of moving you do when you're asleep, like....rolling over or shifting around. But the kind of moving you do when you were asleep are are in the process of waking up. Fuck.
I'm not telling him why I'm awake. I don't care how damn cute he looks. It's not happening, so he might as well not even fucking ask me. Cause he won't get an answer.
"Mmm...Bam?"
Oh, don't you dare try to get me to talk by looking adorably confused, dammit! "Yeah?" I asked quietly.
"What are you doing up?" He asked slowly, still coming to.
Not answering. Not answering. Not answering. NOT-- "Just a dream." Goddammit!
He sat up and click on a lamp. "Bad dream, then?" He asked softly.
No, Ville. It was just so damn good that I just had to go and do something stupid like interrupt myself and wake up. SO glad I didn't say that! "Yeah..."
Ville had his head tilted slightly to the side. He linked our fingers together. I think he just likes doing that, you know. "What wrong? What happened in your dream?"
I'm most definitely not answer that! I'm not telling him that! "I don't...I don't wanna talk about it." Oh, sure. That's really gonna kill his interest.
Great. Just what I needed to do. Go off and make him even more interested. I don't want to tell him, dammit. I don't need more mocking about this shit. I get enough of that already. So, that's it. I just won't tell him.
I glanced over at him. Ville just looked so damn confused. And when he was confused, Ville honestly looked absolutely adorable.
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Oh, hell.
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Notes - Loved this chapter. No matter how short it is. You'll understand Bam's yammering in the next one! *wink* I lurve him *huggles*
...............*has suddenly realized what a BITCH this chapter is going to be to HTML* Oh, well! I've had worse XD
Drop a line!
Later days,
~PFB~
Ch 23....
End of a Friendship or Beginning of a Relationship
Disclaimer - I'm sure you have it memorized like I do. Come on, sayt with me, "You can't own a person!"
Notes - Well...Ch 23! Yay! *giggles* Have I mentioned how much I love Bam? *huggles* ........er.......you'll see!
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[Ville's P.O.V.]
Why not? Why the fuck not? The dream couldn't have been that bad! ....Could it?
I slowly traced my thumb of our interlaced hands over the base of Bam's own thumb. I looked up at him, frowning a little in my confusion.
I think Bam's got issues with people looking at him for longer than five secons, because after a moment, he said, "What?"
I smiled a little. He is so cute with al his little quirks. They amuse me. "What was the dream about, Bam?"
Bam shifted a little, as if the sheer thought of talking about it made him uncomfortable. And I just knew that couldn't be true. ......Right? "I said I don't want to talk about it, Ville."
All right, that was not the Bam Margera I know. The Bam I know wouldn't ever practically whine. Ever! I arched an eyebrow at him. I knew that if I looked at him long enough, he'd eventually say something. Mentally torturing your boyfriend is actually kind of fun.
Just as I predicted (am I psychic?...Maybe. I'll have to look into that.), after a few minutes of my staring at him, Bam looked over at me. "What?" He practically snapped.
I didn't take any offense to the snapping; I was the one that decided annoying him would be amusing, after all. "Just tell me, Bam."
"Why's it matter so much?"
If I hadn't known Bam for as long as I have, I'd almost say he seems...embarrased about the dream. And that just doesn't fit him at all. I honestly don't think that I've ever seen Bam embarrassed, despite the fact that we've known each other for nearly eight years. "Because I can tell it's bugging you and I want to know what's bothering you so much," I said, moving a piece of hair away that had been obstrucing my view of those beautiful blue orbs. God, I love his eyes.
He still decided to fight on telling me. Dammit. "Look, it was just a dream and it was stupid and I'm not going to talk about it because Dunn and everyone else already give me enough hell over it and I don't need you on my ass about it, too." He explained. I could tell he was getting annoyed of my pressing the matter. Oh, how amusing you are, dear Bam.
I gave him a Look. "You know me better than that. And it hurts me to think you would ever compare me to Ryan." I gave a slight pout.
Bam rolled his eyes, despite the grin he was wearing, "There is no comparison there, Valo."
"Oh?"
"You break the scale. Dunn never leaves zero."
I laughed. All right, I give credit when it's due. Nice analogy, Bam. "Well, I suppose that's good, isn't it?" I smirked.
"Very good." He smirked back. I don't like that smirk. It's the one he gives when he's about to do or say something that everyone around him is going to regret. "If everything was flipped, I wouldn't have ever had hot Finnish sex." He winked at me.
Sure, it might be stupid, but depsite my efforts to force it away before my brain caught wave of it, I felt a slight blush tint my cheeks at the mention of our previous nightly activities. I decided to throw my discomfort back at him. "So, the dream..."
"Was stupid." He finished for me.
"Baaa-am!" I whined before sitting up a bit more and practically throwing myself sideways towards him. Ironically and oddly enough, I ended up straddling his outstretched legs. Not very comfortable. Note to self: Aim for the waist next time.
I leaned in and kissed him teasingly, pulling back before I got to wrapped up. "Tell me," And again, with an added bonus of my tongue running across his lower lip, "Or no more." I said quickly as I sat back up. Oh, I'm loving the look on his face. It so clearly said 'Not fair!'
Bam rolled his eyes, "The things you'll do to find out something so simple."
"You're not going to tell me?" I asked, stretching a little, raising my arms above my head. I knew full well that my shirt had lifted--but just barely. Just for the hell of it, I arched backwards, causing my hips to be thrown foreward slightly and my shirt to go up more as well, revealing more of my stomach to him. I slowly sat back up and there could not have been a better look on his face at that moment. I had to do some serious back-biting on the laugh threatening to pass over my lips.
"Teasing...isn't nice." He said slowly, staring at me in a way that clearly told me he hadn't expected me to go this far just to find out about a dream. Well, Mister Margera. Let's hope this teaches you to never underestimate me.
"Neither is holding back information you were so nicely asked for." I grinned.
"All right. I'll tell you, but you've got to promise not to laugh or make any cracks about it, ok?"
I held up four fingers and saluted, "Promise." I nodded, confirming it all.
"It was....I was trapped." He started.
This got my attention. I could feel my eyes growing wide. "Trapped?" I repeated, clearly by my tone, anyone could tell I was interested.
He nodded slowly. "Yeah. I was trapped in...in this...room. The door was locked from the outside and there were no windows. The room was empty at first, besides me and a chair in the corner. But slowly....somehow...all these...snakes appeared." He shuddered before continuing, and I can honestly say that I don't really know why. "They were all aruond the room. I mean, seriously. All over--the walls, the ceiling, the floor, the chair," He rattled off the places quickly before shuddering again. "Me." He sighed and finished,"Then I woke up."
I promised him I wouldn't laugh, and I didn't. But I couldn't help the grin spreading across my face as realization came over me. Another adorable quirk. God, I love you, Bam.
Bam looked a little dejected, "You said you wouldn't laugh," He said quietly, eyes cast down.
"Do you hear me laughing, love?" I asked, smiling down at him.
"No, but--"
"Then I kept my promise, didn't I?"
He looked up at me, "Well, yeah, but--"
I put a single finger to his lips, glad he took the hint. "One: Don't argue with a Finnish man, love. You'll never win. Very determined, we are."
A grin broke across his face as he spoke against my finger, "And two?"
I grinned as well, "I didn't know you're afraid of snakes." I let my hand fall to his side, linking our fingers again. I just love doing that. It's one of those things I had done with my parents when I was little and never really got rid of.
Bam sighed in an annoyed manner. "That's because I never told you becuase I get enough shit about it from everyone else to last me a fucking lifetime."
"You're not going to get any shit over it from me, sweetheart. All you're getting from me is realization that you are completely human. Mind-bending fear attached." I smiled and lifted one of his hands to my lips to kiss the tops of his knuckles, never breaking my eye contact with him. Who could?
Oh, God. I wish you could pause your life like you can pause a movie. If I'm not mistaken, I think Bam's got a bit of a crimson color creeping across his cheeks right now. I should inspect this...
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Notes - Did you seeee why I love Bam (there are, of course, other reasons O_o)???? The snakes. WHY in the hell, I have no idea, but ever since I saw the Prank War episode....*shakes head and shrugs* That's just amused the hell outta me! (You'll know just how much once I figure out what Ryan does to make him want to get back at Bam in a new, funny, one-shot I'm planning on writing XD -- wanna know? IM/E-mail me!)
Have you guys noticed yet how I leave off right at the part where you think I'm going to go in for a nice hot scene? *nods* Well, I have two reasons behind that.
a.) I can't really write those scenes too well O_o
and
b.) I like to leave you with the innuendo. I think I like to think of my writing like a movie. What you don't see is worse (or in this particular case, better) to imagine. Take Texas Chainsaw Masacre for example. Saw the new remake. Will NEVER see the original simply because of a "Top 100 Scariest Moments in Horror Movies" thing I saw. >_< NEVER will I EVER in this lifetime see the original. You don't SEE half of that scene. You HEAR it and you IMAGINE it. And that makes it a lot worse. Even just the minute or so they show you. *shudders* NEVER, I tell you. NEVER!
Sooo....I'll stop now. But, the latter is the real reason I give you guys all the innuendo. You never know, one day....I just might write a scene. And it might be a VAM one! XD It was these two that got me into real-person-fiction (and even better--Slash!), after all! *wink*
Drop a line!
Later days,
~PFB~ [*points above* Officially the longs NOTE I've had while I've been here! *nods* You should see some of my old ones on ff.net O_O freakin' scary, man!]
Oh, and one last bit here: Guys. I'm at another impasse. IDEAS would be HELPFUL! ....or is it helpfull? *shrug* Either way! XD lol
Seriously, Later days,
~PFB~
Well.....I hope you liked that bit. XD I had fun writing it. haha. *grin* Don't forget to comment ^^;