Chapter 4 & 5!!!!
Ok, I know. I need to work on my Blackmail fic. And honestly, I will. As SOON as the ispriation for this one just dedcides to
Like I said, I'm doubling up the chapters. And with the way these two turned out...you'll be glad!
End of a Friendship, or Beginning of a Relationship?
Disclaimer - I've decided you can't really OWN a person. So. I don't own people. Because it's impossible. Or I would own LOTS of people. But I don't. Because can't. So I don't.
Notes - Chapter 4! Score! Oooohhhh! That rhymes!
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[Bam's P.O.V.]
I've heard that silence can be good sometimes. I don't believe that at all. It's silent right now and personally, I think it's about the equivalent to hell. And I don't like it at all. Silence sucks! But it's hard to just break it when you're confused as I am.
I'm trying to figure out how we're going to know how I really feel about all of this. And so far, all I can come up with is for him to kiss me again. But I can't just ask him to do that. That would just be weird. So, I'm back at square one, trying to figure this whole thing out.
And suddenly, a completely insane idea crossed my mind. Instead of Ville kissing me, I could kiss him. I don't know if I want to do that, though. I don't seem to have any other ideas running through my head; I might have to do it anyway.
And so I did. I don't think Ville had expected it because, at first, he didn't do anything. It didn't take long and he started to kiss back, though. After a second or two of that, I pulled back.
My eyes were wide for a moment and my lips were parted slightly. I think that if that had done anything at all, it just managed to confuse me even more than I had been before.Because I liked it. And I don't think I should have.
I licked my lips and looked up at him, waiting. Waiting for some kind of reaction.
Ville licked his own lips and looked up at me with his slightly confused, entrancing green eyes. He bit down on his lower lip--a sign that he's nervous. And so he tried to start a coverstaion of sorts. "So, um...that....was for...."
I was still trying to get over the fact that I actually kissed him. And I liked it. A helleva lot more than I think I really should have. But I can't help but answer him. I licked my lips and swallowed before I spoke. "I....I had to find out...how I really felt about...kissing you." I stammered out.
"Oh. Right." Ville bit down on his lip again.
"What about you nervous about?" I asked quietly, my head tilted slightly to the side.
Ville looked slightly taken aback that I'd said that. "Not...I'm not nervous." He lied.
I couldn't stop the grin from spreading across my face. "Yeah you are."
"What...what makes you say that?"
"Well...you're stuttering, which doesn't happen otherwise, and...I dunno if you've taken much note of it, but...you have this tendancy to chew on your lower lip when you're nervous." I explained my reasons. That should be good enough, huh?
"Right..." He muttered before starting to bite his lip again. He stopped before he was actually chewing on it and gave an annoyed sigh. "Ahh, Bam. Did you have to point that out? Now I'm going to be thinking about that all the time!"
"You're nervous all the time?" I arched an eyebrow at him.
"No. You know what I mean!" He shoved me on the shoulder a little.
I smiled a little, but Ville seemed to have other plans than silence. Guess he doesn't like it either.
"So...about...that...kiss...." He said slowly.
"Oh. Right..."
"What...what did you think?"
It was my turn to be nervous. That was an on-the-spot question. I don't like questions like that. The ones that have to be answered immediately or you start to seem like an idiot. I don't need any help in making myself act or seem like I'm an idiot. I do fine on that by myself without help from some stupid question. I licked my lips and made a vague motion that was a cross between a tilt of my head and a shrug of my shoulders. "I...I dunno. I mean....I guess...I mean, I know...I..." I sighed.
Ville smiled, "And you thought I was the nervous one."
"I.....I liked it." I said quietly.
"Yeah?" He grinned at me, "How well did you like it?"
I grinned back, "Well...why don't you just find out?"
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Notes - Aww...I'm such a bitch. Look where I ended it. Oh, well. Chapter 5 being written now....wheeee!
Drop a line!
Later days,
~PFB~
And Chapter 5!!! Wheeee!!!
End of a Friendship, or Beginning of a Relationship?
Disclaimer - I've decided you can't really OWN a person. So. I don't own people. Because it's impossible. Or I would own LOTS of people. But I don't. Because can't. So I don't.
Notes - Chapter 5! wheeee!
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[Ville's P.O.V.]
"Yeah?" I grinned at Bam, "How well did you like it?"
He grinned back, "Well...why don't you just find out?"
For a moment, I wondered if he was serious. Then I saw this look in his eyes that told me he was. And that...was a very good thing. I practically attacked him, pinning him to the bed by his shoulders, grinning. "Well...how about I just find out, hmm?" With no further hesitation, I leaned down and kissed him. Oh, Lord. I can't believe how good this feels. How...right it seems. And what's even better is that Bam agrees--or he seems to, anyway. Damn he's a good kisser.
I broke away from him for a moment, staring down at him, directly in those beautiful eyes. I smiled. "Well...I think my assment is...you really liked it!" I leaned down and kissed him again. It was better this time. This time, tongues were involved. I swear to God, I died and went to heavan or it really exists on earth. Either way, I'm so very there right now. Total, completely, absolute, non-replaceable-or-refundable bliss.
I slipped my hand under his shirt, about to let my fingers tease across his skin when I got better idea. I started to sit up and was glad when Bam followed me. "Off." I muttered against his lips, slipping his shirt over his head. I grinned. "Better."
"Remove the shirt. Now. Or you die." Bam said, grinning as he did the same to me.
Before any other words could be exchanged, I pinned him to the bed again, one hand his mass of dark hair. My free hand moved to his stomach. This time, I let my fingers tease across the bare skin. I let out a short laugh when he pulled back from the kiss. I could clearly see that his teeth were clenched, which meant I had hit a sensitive spot. And this amused me greatly. I slid my fingers side-to-side on his stomach. He grabbed my wrist, but that didn't stop my fingers from just barely tracing a lazy pattern on his front.
"Stop." He said through clenched teeth.
I fought a grin and looked at him very seriously as I did it again. "Stop what?" And again.
He lifted my hand up a bit, "Stop." He repeated.
I smiled, "So..where were we?"
In some odd twist of events, Bam had me pinned to the bed in seconds. "I think we were about here." He said with a grin and a wink.
"Really? I don't remember this...I don't remember this at all..." I smiled up at him.
"I do..." Bam said in a low tone before leaning down and kissing me roughly.
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Notes - Ok, ok, that was UBER-short and I'm seriously pissed at myself for ending it there, but...meh. whatever. lol.
Drop a line!
Later days,
~PFB~
See what I mean? Now...aren't you glad I decided to double the chapters now? Cause think about how absolutely *short* that would have been if I hadn't. *nods* That's what I thought...
Like I said, I'm doubling up the chapters. And with the way these two turned out...you'll be glad!
End of a Friendship, or Beginning of a Relationship?
Disclaimer - I've decided you can't really OWN a person. So. I don't own people. Because it's impossible. Or I would own LOTS of people. But I don't. Because can't. So I don't.
Notes - Chapter 4! Score! Oooohhhh! That rhymes!
~*~*~*~
[Bam's P.O.V.]
I've heard that silence can be good sometimes. I don't believe that at all. It's silent right now and personally, I think it's about the equivalent to hell. And I don't like it at all. Silence sucks! But it's hard to just break it when you're confused as I am.
I'm trying to figure out how we're going to know how I really feel about all of this. And so far, all I can come up with is for him to kiss me again. But I can't just ask him to do that. That would just be weird. So, I'm back at square one, trying to figure this whole thing out.
And suddenly, a completely insane idea crossed my mind. Instead of Ville kissing me, I could kiss him. I don't know if I want to do that, though. I don't seem to have any other ideas running through my head; I might have to do it anyway.
And so I did. I don't think Ville had expected it because, at first, he didn't do anything. It didn't take long and he started to kiss back, though. After a second or two of that, I pulled back.
My eyes were wide for a moment and my lips were parted slightly. I think that if that had done anything at all, it just managed to confuse me even more than I had been before.Because I liked it. And I don't think I should have.
I licked my lips and looked up at him, waiting. Waiting for some kind of reaction.
Ville licked his own lips and looked up at me with his slightly confused, entrancing green eyes. He bit down on his lower lip--a sign that he's nervous. And so he tried to start a coverstaion of sorts. "So, um...that....was for...."
I was still trying to get over the fact that I actually kissed him. And I liked it. A helleva lot more than I think I really should have. But I can't help but answer him. I licked my lips and swallowed before I spoke. "I....I had to find out...how I really felt about...kissing you." I stammered out.
"Oh. Right." Ville bit down on his lip again.
"What about you nervous about?" I asked quietly, my head tilted slightly to the side.
Ville looked slightly taken aback that I'd said that. "Not...I'm not nervous." He lied.
I couldn't stop the grin from spreading across my face. "Yeah you are."
"What...what makes you say that?"
"Well...you're stuttering, which doesn't happen otherwise, and...I dunno if you've taken much note of it, but...you have this tendancy to chew on your lower lip when you're nervous." I explained my reasons. That should be good enough, huh?
"Right..." He muttered before starting to bite his lip again. He stopped before he was actually chewing on it and gave an annoyed sigh. "Ahh, Bam. Did you have to point that out? Now I'm going to be thinking about that all the time!"
"You're nervous all the time?" I arched an eyebrow at him.
"No. You know what I mean!" He shoved me on the shoulder a little.
I smiled a little, but Ville seemed to have other plans than silence. Guess he doesn't like it either.
"So...about...that...kiss...." He said slowly.
"Oh. Right..."
"What...what did you think?"
It was my turn to be nervous. That was an on-the-spot question. I don't like questions like that. The ones that have to be answered immediately or you start to seem like an idiot. I don't need any help in making myself act or seem like I'm an idiot. I do fine on that by myself without help from some stupid question. I licked my lips and made a vague motion that was a cross between a tilt of my head and a shrug of my shoulders. "I...I dunno. I mean....I guess...I mean, I know...I..." I sighed.
Ville smiled, "And you thought I was the nervous one."
"I.....I liked it." I said quietly.
"Yeah?" He grinned at me, "How well did you like it?"
I grinned back, "Well...why don't you just find out?"
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Notes - Aww...I'm such a bitch. Look where I ended it. Oh, well. Chapter 5 being written now....wheeee!
Drop a line!
Later days,
~PFB~
And Chapter 5!!! Wheeee!!!
End of a Friendship, or Beginning of a Relationship?
Disclaimer - I've decided you can't really OWN a person. So. I don't own people. Because it's impossible. Or I would own LOTS of people. But I don't. Because can't. So I don't.
Notes - Chapter 5! wheeee!
~*~*~*~
[Ville's P.O.V.]
"Yeah?" I grinned at Bam, "How well did you like it?"
He grinned back, "Well...why don't you just find out?"
For a moment, I wondered if he was serious. Then I saw this look in his eyes that told me he was. And that...was a very good thing. I practically attacked him, pinning him to the bed by his shoulders, grinning. "Well...how about I just find out, hmm?" With no further hesitation, I leaned down and kissed him. Oh, Lord. I can't believe how good this feels. How...right it seems. And what's even better is that Bam agrees--or he seems to, anyway. Damn he's a good kisser.
I broke away from him for a moment, staring down at him, directly in those beautiful eyes. I smiled. "Well...I think my assment is...you really liked it!" I leaned down and kissed him again. It was better this time. This time, tongues were involved. I swear to God, I died and went to heavan or it really exists on earth. Either way, I'm so very there right now. Total, completely, absolute, non-replaceable-or-refundable bliss.
I slipped my hand under his shirt, about to let my fingers tease across his skin when I got better idea. I started to sit up and was glad when Bam followed me. "Off." I muttered against his lips, slipping his shirt over his head. I grinned. "Better."
"Remove the shirt. Now. Or you die." Bam said, grinning as he did the same to me.
Before any other words could be exchanged, I pinned him to the bed again, one hand his mass of dark hair. My free hand moved to his stomach. This time, I let my fingers tease across the bare skin. I let out a short laugh when he pulled back from the kiss. I could clearly see that his teeth were clenched, which meant I had hit a sensitive spot. And this amused me greatly. I slid my fingers side-to-side on his stomach. He grabbed my wrist, but that didn't stop my fingers from just barely tracing a lazy pattern on his front.
"Stop." He said through clenched teeth.
I fought a grin and looked at him very seriously as I did it again. "Stop what?" And again.
He lifted my hand up a bit, "Stop." He repeated.
I smiled, "So..where were we?"
In some odd twist of events, Bam had me pinned to the bed in seconds. "I think we were about here." He said with a grin and a wink.
"Really? I don't remember this...I don't remember this at all..." I smiled up at him.
"I do..." Bam said in a low tone before leaning down and kissing me roughly.
~*~*~*~
Notes - Ok, ok, that was UBER-short and I'm seriously pissed at myself for ending it there, but...meh. whatever. lol.
Drop a line!
Later days,
~PFB~
See what I mean? Now...aren't you glad I decided to double the chapters now? Cause think about how absolutely *short* that would have been if I hadn't. *nods* That's what I thought...