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STORY!!-oneshot but could be more(?)
title:Shattered
pairing:VAM...evidently
rating:PG, i think
disclaimer: THEY ARE FREE PEOPLE...dammit...and i dont own them
summary:Bam lets Ville help him
AN=if a userpic doesnt show up its because i cant load one at school--;
also this was origianly going to be part of a story, but this bit came easier, and i really think its quite good on its own aswell...but if anyone thinks that they'd like the story behind it then please let me know...on with the show=
AN!!! If possible you should listen to HIM's Beautiful whilst reading this, as that is what I created this to, and it really sets the theme...i think...please trust me on this one!
Blood flowed innocently from the gash above his eye. The dark crimson liquid shockingly enhanced his ocean blue eyes, so that they stood out even more strikingly then usual.
And i just stared into them, at that moment in time,time froze, as all the answers to his universe displayed themselves to me in a way that no words could. I felt myself becoming lost to his secrets as at the same time they flitted out of my grasp into the deep deceivingly light pools of his eyes.
He was giving himself to me in a way that neither of us had done before. Even as time stood still, i could feel his breathing, almost hear his heart beating. I knew now that this was what he'd meant about telling people everything, and none of them hearing anything. Bam was reaching out for me in te only way he could, asking me without saying a word, grasping for me without moving an inch.
This was the negative of his essence, the side no-one could see, or touch, until now. I could now feel every fibre of his being reaching for me, and by the seven hells I knew I was going to reach back.
I felt my hand touch his face before i saw it, felt his lips before I was aware I was moving, had wrapped myself around him like a shadow of a thought before I could feel time swing back around us.
As I felt his weight lean on me, the pounding of rain all around us, the wind rushing around us- almost trying to push us closer together, Bam clutching onto my jacket for dear life as his world crashed around us causing him to shake uncontrollably as his tears merged with the rain, as if molding his universe to the ebb of time in the one surrounding us.
The rain poured down. Mud washed the ground, staining it to our presense. Lights blinked and stuttered as if crying themselves, casting eerie glows around us and our linked shadows. Wind howled through the gaps in the missing window panes of glass, that seemed to have been shattered along with Bam.
But all I could think was how uniquly and identically like him this place was. And as he raised his endlessly blue eyes to meet mine, all I could do was think how beautiful and broken Bam looked in this dramatic, yet subtle setting that we stood in.
Just one look into his eyes, just one look, and my spirit was crying for him, because he's so beautful.
=FIN=
= Yeah, im happy with it...=so please tell me what you think, and if anyone is interested in the story, or wants something new, or any suggestions...or even if you hate it! this is my first ever fic so anything said would be great^-^ merci!
pairing:VAM...evidently
rating:PG, i think
disclaimer: THEY ARE FREE PEOPLE...dammit...and i dont own them
summary:Bam lets Ville help him
AN=if a userpic doesnt show up its because i cant load one at school--;
also this was origianly going to be part of a story, but this bit came easier, and i really think its quite good on its own aswell...but if anyone thinks that they'd like the story behind it then please let me know...on with the show=
AN!!! If possible you should listen to HIM's Beautiful whilst reading this, as that is what I created this to, and it really sets the theme...i think...please trust me on this one!
Blood flowed innocently from the gash above his eye. The dark crimson liquid shockingly enhanced his ocean blue eyes, so that they stood out even more strikingly then usual.
And i just stared into them, at that moment in time,time froze, as all the answers to his universe displayed themselves to me in a way that no words could. I felt myself becoming lost to his secrets as at the same time they flitted out of my grasp into the deep deceivingly light pools of his eyes.
He was giving himself to me in a way that neither of us had done before. Even as time stood still, i could feel his breathing, almost hear his heart beating. I knew now that this was what he'd meant about telling people everything, and none of them hearing anything. Bam was reaching out for me in te only way he could, asking me without saying a word, grasping for me without moving an inch.
This was the negative of his essence, the side no-one could see, or touch, until now. I could now feel every fibre of his being reaching for me, and by the seven hells I knew I was going to reach back.
I felt my hand touch his face before i saw it, felt his lips before I was aware I was moving, had wrapped myself around him like a shadow of a thought before I could feel time swing back around us.
As I felt his weight lean on me, the pounding of rain all around us, the wind rushing around us- almost trying to push us closer together, Bam clutching onto my jacket for dear life as his world crashed around us causing him to shake uncontrollably as his tears merged with the rain, as if molding his universe to the ebb of time in the one surrounding us.
The rain poured down. Mud washed the ground, staining it to our presense. Lights blinked and stuttered as if crying themselves, casting eerie glows around us and our linked shadows. Wind howled through the gaps in the missing window panes of glass, that seemed to have been shattered along with Bam.
But all I could think was how uniquly and identically like him this place was. And as he raised his endlessly blue eyes to meet mine, all I could do was think how beautiful and broken Bam looked in this dramatic, yet subtle setting that we stood in.
Just one look into his eyes, just one look, and my spirit was crying for him, because he's so beautful.
=FIN=
= Yeah, im happy with it...=so please tell me what you think, and if anyone is interested in the story, or wants something new, or any suggestions...or even if you hate it! this is my first ever fic so anything said would be great^-^ merci!