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Title:My unforgiving Razorblade Romance
Disclaimer: Dont own never happened no money
Pairing:Vam
Warning:Self harm Major character death
Summery:Bam just wants it to end.
Note:Once again, same story. Third time lucky! ;)
Author:mortica_69
Rating:dunno..R-ish?
Ville,
You hold my heart as I grip this blade. Feel it pulsing in your hand as I feel a relieving stinging in my arm. I write “ I love you Willa”
And smile. It feels strange to smile.
I want you to savour that sensation in your hand, of that heart, that tiny, black, little heart that you own. Yet you don’t know it is yours, and the sad thing is Ville, that you will never know.
For in a few precious minutes, I will drain that heart of a use.
I will puncture my skin, and tear it apart until you can see nothing but red. That beautiful, crimson liquid that flows within us. In a few minutes, my lovely salty blood will be on the surface for all to see.
How do I know what it tastes like, you ask? Well when I cut myself I don’t want to make a mess, so I drink it. I wouldn’t want to be remembered as a messy boy now would I? And besides, just between you and me, my blood is the best thing I’ve ever tasted.
I couldn’t take the sight of you gazing lovingly into her eyes on that alter, but I was your best man. I had to at least get through the ceremony. As you said "I do", as you kissed her cold lips, as you ran down the isle with her giggling in your arms, the pain was far beyond unbearable. But as soon as that hell was over, I stepped away from burning eyes to end my life in peace.
So now I bid you farewell, my love. I will be waiting for you in hell where we will both surely go. Just remember Ville, I’ll be waiting. I would wait an eternity for you.
Goodbye, my love.
Bam
Disclaimer: Dont own never happened no money
Pairing:Vam
Warning:Self harm Major character death
Summery:Bam just wants it to end.
Note:Once again, same story. Third time lucky! ;)
Author:mortica_69
Rating:dunno..R-ish?
Ville,
You hold my heart as I grip this blade. Feel it pulsing in your hand as I feel a relieving stinging in my arm. I write “ I love you Willa”
And smile. It feels strange to smile.
I want you to savour that sensation in your hand, of that heart, that tiny, black, little heart that you own. Yet you don’t know it is yours, and the sad thing is Ville, that you will never know.
For in a few precious minutes, I will drain that heart of a use.
I will puncture my skin, and tear it apart until you can see nothing but red. That beautiful, crimson liquid that flows within us. In a few minutes, my lovely salty blood will be on the surface for all to see.
How do I know what it tastes like, you ask? Well when I cut myself I don’t want to make a mess, so I drink it. I wouldn’t want to be remembered as a messy boy now would I? And besides, just between you and me, my blood is the best thing I’ve ever tasted.
I couldn’t take the sight of you gazing lovingly into her eyes on that alter, but I was your best man. I had to at least get through the ceremony. As you said "I do", as you kissed her cold lips, as you ran down the isle with her giggling in your arms, the pain was far beyond unbearable. But as soon as that hell was over, I stepped away from burning eyes to end my life in peace.
So now I bid you farewell, my love. I will be waiting for you in hell where we will both surely go. Just remember Ville, I’ll be waiting. I would wait an eternity for you.
Goodbye, my love.
Bam