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A small drabble thingie ^^
Title: Unforgivable?
Pairing: Vam
Rating: Uhm, nothing high
Summary: This was not how it was supposed to be, he wasn’t supposed to get so angry.
Disclaimer: Just as real as Pamela Anderson's boobs
This was not how it was supposed to be, he wasn’t supposed to get so angry.
I thought that of all people he would understand, but apparently not.
We had been best friends since we met back in 2000, but when I told him how I really felt, he just looked at me for what felt like an eternity before he knocked me down.
I haven’t heard from him since.
And I miss him... Life just isn’t the same without him around to fuck things up, it’s too quiet.
I miss everything about him, and it's slowly driving me insane.
I never thought I could miss another human being that much.
Everyday when I wake up I pray to God that today will be the day I finally get over him, but no such luck. I guess God really is deaf and blind after all.
I know everybody is worried about me, I can see it in their eyes. But I don’t care, I just want to lie down and die. But I can’t find the strength or the courage to actually do it, besides my suicide isn’t going to change a damn thing. It won’t make him love me, and I can’t die knowing he hates me.
I may be pathetic, but I really hope he’ll come to his senses and realise he misses me too. And I’m willing to wait for him. I’d wait forever if I had to
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Title: Unforgivable?
Pairing: Vam
Rating: Uhm, nothing high
Summary: This was not how it was supposed to be, he wasn’t supposed to get so angry.
Disclaimer: Just as real as Pamela Anderson's boobs
This was not how it was supposed to be, he wasn’t supposed to get so angry.
I thought that of all people he would understand, but apparently not.
We had been best friends since we met back in 2000, but when I told him how I really felt, he just looked at me for what felt like an eternity before he knocked me down.
I haven’t heard from him since.
And I miss him... Life just isn’t the same without him around to fuck things up, it’s too quiet.
I miss everything about him, and it's slowly driving me insane.
I never thought I could miss another human being that much.
Everyday when I wake up I pray to God that today will be the day I finally get over him, but no such luck. I guess God really is deaf and blind after all.
I know everybody is worried about me, I can see it in their eyes. But I don’t care, I just want to lie down and die. But I can’t find the strength or the courage to actually do it, besides my suicide isn’t going to change a damn thing. It won’t make him love me, and I can’t die knowing he hates me.
I may be pathetic, but I really hope he’ll come to his senses and realise he misses me too. And I’m willing to wait for him. I’d wait forever if I had to
Comments makes me happy ^^