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Very short oneshot.
I was going to make this a songfic to 'bury me deep inside your heart." but I didnt like it with the lyrics so here it is:
Why could I never do it?
He would always be by me, but I could never do it! I could never tell him I love him. He’ll never be mine; always Missy’s and now they will be getting married. I never told him and now he’s lost to me forever.
I’m sorry, kulta I should be happy, he’ll never love me but I should be happy he’s happy, and hasn’t killed himself yet with all the stupid things he does.
But I made a mistake, when he told me he asked missy to marry him, I got angry!
At him!! I yelled at him! And now he hates me, he told me never to see him again, I’ve lost him, I want to blame him but I can only blame myself, so here I am drinking myself numb again. I wonder how many times I’ve woken up in someone’s arms? Thinking that it was him? Only to find that it wasn’t, and I got mad at him again! He should have loved me! I gave myself to him; he took the heart that I so gladly gave him. But I made a mistake.
“All I ever wanted was you, my love”
~*~ If you didnt guess the part about the heart means the heartagram ~*~
Why could I never do it?
He would always be by me, but I could never do it! I could never tell him I love him. He’ll never be mine; always Missy’s and now they will be getting married. I never told him and now he’s lost to me forever.
I’m sorry, kulta I should be happy, he’ll never love me but I should be happy he’s happy, and hasn’t killed himself yet with all the stupid things he does.
But I made a mistake, when he told me he asked missy to marry him, I got angry!
At him!! I yelled at him! And now he hates me, he told me never to see him again, I’ve lost him, I want to blame him but I can only blame myself, so here I am drinking myself numb again. I wonder how many times I’ve woken up in someone’s arms? Thinking that it was him? Only to find that it wasn’t, and I got mad at him again! He should have loved me! I gave myself to him; he took the heart that I so gladly gave him. But I made a mistake.
“All I ever wanted was you, my love”
~*~ If you didnt guess the part about the heart means the heartagram ~*~