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Bam almost fell out of bed as he heard his cell begin to ring at 2:34 in the A.M. “Who the fuck is calling” his girlfriend Jen growled out angrily.

“Nobody, go back to sleep,” he answered.

The skater picked up the blackberry and was slightly surprised to see that Ville was calling him.

“Hello?” he answered sleepily.

“B-Bam?” Ville stammered out.

Bam quickly glanced back over at hi now sleeping girlfriend before quickly sneaking out of the bedroom and into the bathroom across the hall.

“Ville, whatcha need it’s like 2 in the morning, you ok?” the younger man asked quietly as he heard Ville start to cry.

“Ville?” Bam asked in concern as the crying turned into sobs.

“I’m sorry Bam I shouldn’t have called you,” the Finn hiccupped.

Honey why are you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why are you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud

“No it’s cool, it just woke Jen up and she’s a real bitch when she gets woken up,” Bam said still wondering why the Finn was crying.

“Bammie,” Ville whispered, his voice broken and full of desperation.

Bam closed his eyes, letting Ville’s voice wash over him, he knew something was wrong and he had to fix it.

“Ville please tell me what’s wrong you sound really upset,” Bam pleaded wishing he was in Helsinki instead of at home with Jen.

“I-I don’t love Jonna,” Ville said softly.

“Oh Ville are you sure?” Bam asked knowing that the two were set to get married in six months. Bam hadn’t been happy about it in the least, but he figured Ville was happy and that’s all he ever wanted for his friend. However hearing this bit of news, he couldn’t help but feel weak in the knees, maybe now he could tell Ville the truth.

“Yes, I love someone else and I can’t keep it inside of me anymore,” the older man admitted “But I can’t tell them, I can never tell them, they’d hate me,” he began to sob again.

Bam felt his heart drop, and tears began to well up in his eyes “Can I know who it is?”

“No,” Ville said in a slight panic and Bam felt hurt that Ville couldn’t trust him enough to tell him who he was in love with now.

“Alright Ville,” Bam said trying to mask the hurt and sadness in his voice.

“I’m sorry Bam, it’s just…it’s so hard to stay true to Jonna when I’m around them, I want them so much it hurts,” Ville said “They’re my angel, my saving light, Bammie.”

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Bam knew exactly what Ville was feeling, because he was feeling the exact same thing. He knew Ville was in love but he had to say something or he felt as if he’d die.

“Ville I-“

He was cut off by a curse from Ville. “What is it?” Bam asked quietly, suddenly remembering that Jen was just across the hall.

“Jonna, she’s on her way home,” Ville cursed angrily in Finnish for a moment.

“Does she know we’re talking about this?” Bam asked.

“No, she has no clue, but I have to tell her tonight, I can’t do this to her anymore,” Ville said sadly, Bam knew the Finn hated to hurt the people that meant the most to him and he knew the break up was going to hurt Ville a lot.

“I don’t think she suspects anything which is going to hurt her even more, oh Bammie what am I going to do?” Ville asked in despair.

“You just have to tell her that you love someone else and that it would be better to call off the wedding instead of the two of you being miserable,” Bam said wondering when the hell he had gotten so insightful.

“Thank you Bam,” Ville said.

Bam smiled “No problem, you’re my best friend, it’s my job to help out.”

“Oh Bam,” Ville said with a slight chuckle.

The skater smiled as he began to gain more confidence “Um Ville…I have to tell you something.”

“Yes?” Ville said, sounding frightened all of a sudden.

“I-I don’t love Jen, I love someone else,” Bam said wondering if he could go through with this. What if he was wrong and he ruined their friendship, would Bam be able to live without the Finn?

Ville was quiet so Bam decided to continue, “It’s…well, I love…you, Ville.”

Bam felt like his heart was about to shatter into a thousand pieces when Ville said absolutely nothing for the longest time.

“Bam,” he whispered finally.

“Yes Ville,” Bam asked softly, his voice full of fear.

“I love you as well my enkeli.”

Bam sighed in relief and all he wanted was to see the Finn, touch him, taste him, anything.

“I want to kiss you so badly right now,” Bam said with a slight laugh.

“I know Bammie,” Ville said.

“We have to break up with the girls first, I won’t cheat and I know you won’t either,” Bam said.

“One of the many reasons I love you, kulta”

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

“Oh God, Jonna’s home,” Ville said in a panicked whisper.

“Just tell her the truth Ville, it’ll be better for everyone,” Bam assured him.

“You’re right, I have to do this and do it now,” Ville said in determination “I have to go Bam.”

“I know baby,” Bam replied.

“I love you.”

“I love you too Bam.”

With that they both hung up and went to find their girlfriends.

Bam gasped as he entered his room and saw that Jen wasn’t in bed where she was supposed to bed. Reaching the bed he saw a note had been left on his pillow.

It read “You love him, be happy.”

Bam sat down on the edge of the bed a feeling of sadness washed over him. She had been one of his best friends for over half of his life and she didn’t even say goodbye.

But he knew she was setting him free, no hard feelings just be happy. He would have to find her and thank her one day, but for now she was gone and Ville was finally his.

Putting the note next to his phone, he lay back down on his bed and stared up at the ceiling, patiently waiting for Ville’s next phone call.

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
(And I never wanna say goodbye)
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why are you calling me so late

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