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Hello all!
Me and liesXyouXtold45 came up with a few stories together. The one I'm about to post now, she gave me the idea for it, and I just added a few things... soooooo, tell us what you think!
We'll be posting our other one as soon as we can.
Note: The way this is written is probably really poor... I was in a rush... sorry! "/
Title-You Look Like You've Just Seen a Ghost!
Author- PlayXDead07 AND liesXyouXtold45
Disclaimer- Though it is possible, we highly doubt this ever happened... and everyone knows that we don't own any character in this story... Though PlayXDead07 happens to own liesXyouXtold's soul... But that's it!
Summary- The aftermath of the death of a loved one... It can lead to some pretty crazy things. Just ask Ville Valo. He knows... (Summary written by liesXyouXtold)
Rating- PG-13
I sighed heavily, lying down on his bed. All the old skating pictures of him made me feel like crying for him all over again.
Bam Margera had died close to 4 months ago in an accident while filming the 2nd Jackass movie. I could still feel the constant stabbing at my heart when I thought about him... But that's the thing... I ALWAYS thought about Bam! Even before he died, he was the first thought on my mind waking up, and the last on my mind before drifting to sleep at night! Bam and I had always been "just friends", and that killed me everyday! I wanted so much more than that... I wanted him to love me... to love me like I loved him...
I was really the only one who came to Castle Bam anymore... everyone else said it was too painful. Granted, it WAS painful, but that sure as fuck didn't stop me from visiting the house. Ryan Dunn would stop by every once in a while, but he never stayed as long as I did, and he didn't come as often. But even when Ryan wasn't around, I always felt like I was never alone in the house... like there was always someone watching me... but it was a pleasent feeling. I welcomed it often.
Tears began to well up into my eyes, as I thought about how I never got to confess to Bam how much I truly loved him. Sure, there had been playful times and drunken nights when I'd say; "I love you," but that was it... I highly doubt he took any of them seriously... even if I did.
I could feel the familiar sensation of not being alone... I felt eyes staring at me, but no matter where I looked, I couldn't see anything. I stand up, away from Bam's bed, yet the feeling continues. I didn't despise the feeling... It was just never that intense before!
I backed up towards the door, holding my head, my breathing becoming ragged. The feeling was beginning to burn into my mind, and this time, I didn't welcome it. I closed my eyes, praying that at least the burning would stop. The room felt like it was spinning... and I couldn't stop it...
"MROW!" I jumped several feet into the air at the highpitched sound below me. The burning had stopped, but I still felt eyes staring at me... I brushed it off and looked down at the source of the noise.
"Oh, hello Mischief." I greeted the small animal. The kitten peered back up at me, fur standing on end as if I had sprouted a second head. The ball of fur turned and ran full-speed out of the room. I frowned at the kitten's strange behavior, but shrugged it off. Cats were weird... April and Phil weren't going to take them back to their house with them, and none of Bam's friends would take the cats. I had contemplated taking them...
Then, I felt a small prick in the back of my mind... only this time, it didn't burn.
"The closet..." something in the back of my mind whispered. "Look in the closet..."
I was a little more than freaked out now... those thoughts had come out of nowhere! Nonetheless, I glanced over at the closet, wondering if I should open it. Bam always told me not to ever look in the closet...
I had always been curious as to why Bam was so secretive, and now, I was about to find out. Slowly, I walked towards the closet and opened it, gasping at what I saw...
It looked like a shine... a shine to...me? There were live photographs of shows I had played with the rest of HIM, but all of them had hearts drawn around my face.
Gently, I knelt down to examine the shine, and saw a piece of folded paper next to a stack of HIM CD's. I unfolded the paper, my heart skipping beats from the excitement...
I hardly got a good look at the paper, when I felt an icy hand on my shoulder.
I jumped and turned around, then felt all the color drain instantly from my face. I had not expected this... Bam was standing there... behind me! His face was paler than it ever had been, and his eyes looked as though they had been hollowed out. I gasped and stared at him, mouth wide open. He smiled at me, then pointed towards the paper, gesturing for me to read it. I obeyed and lowered my head back down to the paper...
To my Willa Walo:
If you ever find this paper, I want to let you know, that I am MADLY in love with you, Ville. I always have been, and always will, even when I'm dead and gone.
I always wanted to tell you, but I never could find my nerve. For that, I'm sorry...
Love Forever;
-Bammie
P.S. You're in deep shit for looking in my closet even after I told you not to!
My eyes flew wide. How long ago had this been written? One more look at the paper told me. The date on the paper indicated that it had only been written 1 month ago... but, Bam's been dead for 4 months...
Startled, I spun around to face Bam again, but he was nowhere to be seen! I felt shivers run up and down my spine. I could still feel Bam standing there...
"Bam, I love you!" I confessed, praying he'd hear me. "I've always loved you!"
The words written on the paper replayed themselves in my mind...
"I am MADLY in love with you, Ville. I always have been, and always will, even when I'm dead and gone..."
I shivered as Bam presence bustled about me, then stopped right behind me.
"What's wrong, Ville? You look like you've just seen a ghost!"
It was Bam's voice... I spun around, but saw no one. Sure, the thought of a dead spirit talking to me kinda freaked me out, but it was still the same voice that I loved with every inch of my soul, and I was disappointed that I couldn't see him one last time. I turned and walked swiftly from the room, closing the door behind me. On my way out, I came across Trouble and Mischief, Bam's two kittens. I picked them up, deicding to take them with me, and began to walk out of the house with them. Before I left, I heard the ghostly whisper...
"I'll be waiting for you. I love you..."
I smiled.
"I love you too... See you on the other side."
~x~x~x~x~x~x~x~x~x~x~x~
Sorry if that was a bit confusing... I was trying to write this out in a rush... so there may have been some details I left out. Well, most of the credit goes to Carol, (liesXyouXtold45) since she came up with most of the ideas. I just wrote them out and added a few of my own ideas. =) CAROL I LOVE YOU! *giant hug and kiss*
Me and liesXyouXtold45 came up with a few stories together. The one I'm about to post now, she gave me the idea for it, and I just added a few things... soooooo, tell us what you think!
We'll be posting our other one as soon as we can.
Note: The way this is written is probably really poor... I was in a rush... sorry! "/
Title-You Look Like You've Just Seen a Ghost!
Author- PlayXDead07 AND liesXyouXtold45
Disclaimer- Though it is possible, we highly doubt this ever happened... and everyone knows that we don't own any character in this story... Though PlayXDead07 happens to own liesXyouXtold's soul... But that's it!
Summary- The aftermath of the death of a loved one... It can lead to some pretty crazy things. Just ask Ville Valo. He knows... (Summary written by liesXyouXtold)
Rating- PG-13
I sighed heavily, lying down on his bed. All the old skating pictures of him made me feel like crying for him all over again.
Bam Margera had died close to 4 months ago in an accident while filming the 2nd Jackass movie. I could still feel the constant stabbing at my heart when I thought about him... But that's the thing... I ALWAYS thought about Bam! Even before he died, he was the first thought on my mind waking up, and the last on my mind before drifting to sleep at night! Bam and I had always been "just friends", and that killed me everyday! I wanted so much more than that... I wanted him to love me... to love me like I loved him...
I was really the only one who came to Castle Bam anymore... everyone else said it was too painful. Granted, it WAS painful, but that sure as fuck didn't stop me from visiting the house. Ryan Dunn would stop by every once in a while, but he never stayed as long as I did, and he didn't come as often. But even when Ryan wasn't around, I always felt like I was never alone in the house... like there was always someone watching me... but it was a pleasent feeling. I welcomed it often.
Tears began to well up into my eyes, as I thought about how I never got to confess to Bam how much I truly loved him. Sure, there had been playful times and drunken nights when I'd say; "I love you," but that was it... I highly doubt he took any of them seriously... even if I did.
I could feel the familiar sensation of not being alone... I felt eyes staring at me, but no matter where I looked, I couldn't see anything. I stand up, away from Bam's bed, yet the feeling continues. I didn't despise the feeling... It was just never that intense before!
I backed up towards the door, holding my head, my breathing becoming ragged. The feeling was beginning to burn into my mind, and this time, I didn't welcome it. I closed my eyes, praying that at least the burning would stop. The room felt like it was spinning... and I couldn't stop it...
"MROW!" I jumped several feet into the air at the highpitched sound below me. The burning had stopped, but I still felt eyes staring at me... I brushed it off and looked down at the source of the noise.
"Oh, hello Mischief." I greeted the small animal. The kitten peered back up at me, fur standing on end as if I had sprouted a second head. The ball of fur turned and ran full-speed out of the room. I frowned at the kitten's strange behavior, but shrugged it off. Cats were weird... April and Phil weren't going to take them back to their house with them, and none of Bam's friends would take the cats. I had contemplated taking them...
Then, I felt a small prick in the back of my mind... only this time, it didn't burn.
"The closet..." something in the back of my mind whispered. "Look in the closet..."
I was a little more than freaked out now... those thoughts had come out of nowhere! Nonetheless, I glanced over at the closet, wondering if I should open it. Bam always told me not to ever look in the closet...
I had always been curious as to why Bam was so secretive, and now, I was about to find out. Slowly, I walked towards the closet and opened it, gasping at what I saw...
It looked like a shine... a shine to...me? There were live photographs of shows I had played with the rest of HIM, but all of them had hearts drawn around my face.
Gently, I knelt down to examine the shine, and saw a piece of folded paper next to a stack of HIM CD's. I unfolded the paper, my heart skipping beats from the excitement...
I hardly got a good look at the paper, when I felt an icy hand on my shoulder.
I jumped and turned around, then felt all the color drain instantly from my face. I had not expected this... Bam was standing there... behind me! His face was paler than it ever had been, and his eyes looked as though they had been hollowed out. I gasped and stared at him, mouth wide open. He smiled at me, then pointed towards the paper, gesturing for me to read it. I obeyed and lowered my head back down to the paper...
To my Willa Walo:
If you ever find this paper, I want to let you know, that I am MADLY in love with you, Ville. I always have been, and always will, even when I'm dead and gone.
I always wanted to tell you, but I never could find my nerve. For that, I'm sorry...
Love Forever;
-Bammie
P.S. You're in deep shit for looking in my closet even after I told you not to!
My eyes flew wide. How long ago had this been written? One more look at the paper told me. The date on the paper indicated that it had only been written 1 month ago... but, Bam's been dead for 4 months...
Startled, I spun around to face Bam again, but he was nowhere to be seen! I felt shivers run up and down my spine. I could still feel Bam standing there...
"Bam, I love you!" I confessed, praying he'd hear me. "I've always loved you!"
The words written on the paper replayed themselves in my mind...
"I am MADLY in love with you, Ville. I always have been, and always will, even when I'm dead and gone..."
I shivered as Bam presence bustled about me, then stopped right behind me.
"What's wrong, Ville? You look like you've just seen a ghost!"
It was Bam's voice... I spun around, but saw no one. Sure, the thought of a dead spirit talking to me kinda freaked me out, but it was still the same voice that I loved with every inch of my soul, and I was disappointed that I couldn't see him one last time. I turned and walked swiftly from the room, closing the door behind me. On my way out, I came across Trouble and Mischief, Bam's two kittens. I picked them up, deicding to take them with me, and began to walk out of the house with them. Before I left, I heard the ghostly whisper...
"I'll be waiting for you. I love you..."
I smiled.
"I love you too... See you on the other side."
~x~x~x~x~x~x~x~x~x~x~x~
Sorry if that was a bit confusing... I was trying to write this out in a rush... so there may have been some details I left out. Well, most of the credit goes to Carol, (liesXyouXtold45) since she came up with most of the ideas. I just wrote them out and added a few of my own ideas. =) CAROL I LOVE YOU! *giant hug and kiss*