One-Shot- SOS
Title- SOS
Author- Cat_15
Rating-PG
Summary- Song fic using the lyrics of the song SOS by Abba.
Pairing-VAM
Disclaimer- Don’t own them and this is unfortunately not real.
Challenge and beta read by the wonderful requiemoflove
This is my first VAM fic I hope you like it.
Bam's POV
I leave tomorrow and it will be at least a month before we will have the time to see each other again, but that doesn't seem to have made a difference to him. I had thought that considering it was my last night to spend with him he would be here. But he's gone out with the band; if there had been some special occasion that he wanted to celebrate with them, I would have understood; but no, he just wanted to have a few drinks with them. He didn't say that he didn't want me there, but I could tell that he didn't. What I don't know is why; since I've been here he hasn't wanted me to spend any time with him when the band's around. So I now sit in front of the computer listening to a song that reflects my feelings so completely -it's not the usual music that I listen but the lyrics affect me so much. 2 years- two years ago today I finally confessed my feelings to Ville and found out that his feelings were the same. That was the happiest day of my life. I can't believe that he didn't even remember our anniversary; I was going to propose to him today but from his actions the last week I am beginning to think that it would be better for this relationship to end, as much as it breaks my heart. I've booked an earlier flight and so I'll be gone before Ville gets home tonight, but I can't leave without saying anything - and yet I can't bear to speak to him.
Where are those happy days
They seem so hard to find
I try to reach for you
But you have closed your mind
Whatever happened to our love
I wish I understood
It used to be so nice
It used to be so good
Ville's POV
Bam is leaving Finland tomorrow morning and yet instead of spending my time with him I am here with my band mates getting drunk. I don't know what's wrong with me these days, I feel like I am constantly pushing him away. I don't want to, I love him, but I don't know how to show it.
"VILLE" Mige shouted to get his attention; once he had Ville's attention he continued with what he wanted to say "what is wrong with you?, you phone us all up to go out with you the day before Bam goes back home and yet you don't even invite him to come with us! Why have you been acting so strange since he got here?"
"I….I don't know I was just thinking the same things………. Um guys if you don't mind I think I'm going to head back early and spend some time with Bam, or I might just lose him. I've been acting like a jerk since he got here." Ville stood to walk away and the band stood with him and followed him out of the pub. "Where are you guys going?" Ville asked looking at each one in turn. "Well considering I haven't had anything to drink tonight I'm going to give you and Linde a lift home and I think Burton is giving Gas a lift" Mige replied, with a smile on his face.
15 minutes later Ville, Linde and Mige arrived and Ville's home. The house was silent and when he walked in Ville noticed that Bam's jacket was gone. When he entered the living room he noticed that the computer screen was on and there was a letter next to the keyboard.
The letter read
Ville,
I booked an earlier flight home my flight leaves the airport at 1:30am. I don't know what has happened to us but I know that the change in our relationship has not been good.
I'm sorry if it's something that I have done but you know that I am not good with words so I have found a song that explains how I feel, just press play on the computer screen.
Again I'm sorry and I love you always.
Bam
Ville looked up from the piece of paper to the computer screen and pressed play.
The words from the song explaining how Bam felt broke his heart.
Where are those happy days
They seem so hard to find
I try to reach for you
But you have closed your mind
Whatever happened to our love
I wish I understood
It used to be so nice
It used to be so good
So when you're near me
Darling, can't you hear me, S.O.S.
The love you gave me
Nothing else can save me, S.O.S.
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on
When you're gone
Though I try, how can I carry on
You seem so far away
Though you are standing near
You made me feel alive
But something died I fear
I really tried to make it out
I wish I understood
What happened to our love
It used to be so good
So when you're near me
Darling, can't you hear me, S.O.S.
The love you gave me
Nothing else can save me, S.O.S.
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on
When you're gone
Though I try, how can I carry on
So when you're near me
Darling, can't you hear me, S.O.S.
And the love you gave me
Nothing else can save me, S.O.S .
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on
When you're gone
Though I try, how can I carry on
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on
When you're gone
Though I try, how can I carry on
At this point Ville broke down crying. " Oh Bam, I'm so sorry"
At the airport
While waiting for his plane to board Bam had walked over to the music shop to pass the time.
Entering the shop, the first thing he saw was a poster of the man he loved. Deciding that music probably wasn't a good idea at that moment he moved to exit the shop only to walk into the hard body of a person. Bam went to apologize but when he saw the persons face he stood frozen.
"Ville, what are you doing here?"
"I'm here for you, Bam. I'm sorry about how I've been acting lately; I never meant to hurt you, I just didn't know how to show you that I loved you. Please don't leave me" Ville said with tears pouring from his eyes.
"Ville, I love you, but your behavior has really hurt me this week."
"I'm sorry Bam. This is the longest serious relationship that I've ever had and I didn't know how to behave any more. There was something that I had been thinking of for a while and when you arrived I didn't know how to say it and so I ended up hurting you. I love you Bam"
Ville looked into Bam's eyes, took one of his hands in his and reached into his pocket to retrieve something. When Bam looked down he saw that it was a ring, a ring shaped into a heartagram.
" Bam, I love you, will you marry me?"
Bam looked up with tears in his eyes, smiled and whispered "yes".
Ville pulled him close and kissed him. When they pulled apart Bam looked over Ville's shoulder and saw that Linde and Mige were both there and they both had smiles on their faces.
"Hey Ville, let's go back home," Bam said, smiling.
Ville looked confused but happy at the same time. "Don't you have to get back for recording the second Jackass film?"
"They can cope without me for a few more days; I need to spend some time alone with my fiancé".
End
Comments welcome.
Author- Cat_15
Rating-PG
Summary- Song fic using the lyrics of the song SOS by Abba.
Pairing-VAM
Disclaimer- Don’t own them and this is unfortunately not real.
Challenge and beta read by the wonderful requiemoflove
This is my first VAM fic I hope you like it.
Bam's POV
I leave tomorrow and it will be at least a month before we will have the time to see each other again, but that doesn't seem to have made a difference to him. I had thought that considering it was my last night to spend with him he would be here. But he's gone out with the band; if there had been some special occasion that he wanted to celebrate with them, I would have understood; but no, he just wanted to have a few drinks with them. He didn't say that he didn't want me there, but I could tell that he didn't. What I don't know is why; since I've been here he hasn't wanted me to spend any time with him when the band's around. So I now sit in front of the computer listening to a song that reflects my feelings so completely -it's not the usual music that I listen but the lyrics affect me so much. 2 years- two years ago today I finally confessed my feelings to Ville and found out that his feelings were the same. That was the happiest day of my life. I can't believe that he didn't even remember our anniversary; I was going to propose to him today but from his actions the last week I am beginning to think that it would be better for this relationship to end, as much as it breaks my heart. I've booked an earlier flight and so I'll be gone before Ville gets home tonight, but I can't leave without saying anything - and yet I can't bear to speak to him.
Where are those happy days
They seem so hard to find
I try to reach for you
But you have closed your mind
Whatever happened to our love
I wish I understood
It used to be so nice
It used to be so good
Ville's POV
Bam is leaving Finland tomorrow morning and yet instead of spending my time with him I am here with my band mates getting drunk. I don't know what's wrong with me these days, I feel like I am constantly pushing him away. I don't want to, I love him, but I don't know how to show it.
"VILLE" Mige shouted to get his attention; once he had Ville's attention he continued with what he wanted to say "what is wrong with you?, you phone us all up to go out with you the day before Bam goes back home and yet you don't even invite him to come with us! Why have you been acting so strange since he got here?"
"I….I don't know I was just thinking the same things………. Um guys if you don't mind I think I'm going to head back early and spend some time with Bam, or I might just lose him. I've been acting like a jerk since he got here." Ville stood to walk away and the band stood with him and followed him out of the pub. "Where are you guys going?" Ville asked looking at each one in turn. "Well considering I haven't had anything to drink tonight I'm going to give you and Linde a lift home and I think Burton is giving Gas a lift" Mige replied, with a smile on his face.
15 minutes later Ville, Linde and Mige arrived and Ville's home. The house was silent and when he walked in Ville noticed that Bam's jacket was gone. When he entered the living room he noticed that the computer screen was on and there was a letter next to the keyboard.
The letter read
Ville,
I booked an earlier flight home my flight leaves the airport at 1:30am. I don't know what has happened to us but I know that the change in our relationship has not been good.
I'm sorry if it's something that I have done but you know that I am not good with words so I have found a song that explains how I feel, just press play on the computer screen.
Again I'm sorry and I love you always.
Bam
Ville looked up from the piece of paper to the computer screen and pressed play.
The words from the song explaining how Bam felt broke his heart.
Where are those happy days
They seem so hard to find
I try to reach for you
But you have closed your mind
Whatever happened to our love
I wish I understood
It used to be so nice
It used to be so good
So when you're near me
Darling, can't you hear me, S.O.S.
The love you gave me
Nothing else can save me, S.O.S.
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on
When you're gone
Though I try, how can I carry on
You seem so far away
Though you are standing near
You made me feel alive
But something died I fear
I really tried to make it out
I wish I understood
What happened to our love
It used to be so good
So when you're near me
Darling, can't you hear me, S.O.S.
The love you gave me
Nothing else can save me, S.O.S.
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on
When you're gone
Though I try, how can I carry on
So when you're near me
Darling, can't you hear me, S.O.S.
And the love you gave me
Nothing else can save me, S.O.S .
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on
When you're gone
Though I try, how can I carry on
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on
When you're gone
Though I try, how can I carry on
At this point Ville broke down crying. " Oh Bam, I'm so sorry"
At the airport
While waiting for his plane to board Bam had walked over to the music shop to pass the time.
Entering the shop, the first thing he saw was a poster of the man he loved. Deciding that music probably wasn't a good idea at that moment he moved to exit the shop only to walk into the hard body of a person. Bam went to apologize but when he saw the persons face he stood frozen.
"Ville, what are you doing here?"
"I'm here for you, Bam. I'm sorry about how I've been acting lately; I never meant to hurt you, I just didn't know how to show you that I loved you. Please don't leave me" Ville said with tears pouring from his eyes.
"Ville, I love you, but your behavior has really hurt me this week."
"I'm sorry Bam. This is the longest serious relationship that I've ever had and I didn't know how to behave any more. There was something that I had been thinking of for a while and when you arrived I didn't know how to say it and so I ended up hurting you. I love you Bam"
Ville looked into Bam's eyes, took one of his hands in his and reached into his pocket to retrieve something. When Bam looked down he saw that it was a ring, a ring shaped into a heartagram.
" Bam, I love you, will you marry me?"
Bam looked up with tears in his eyes, smiled and whispered "yes".
Ville pulled him close and kissed him. When they pulled apart Bam looked over Ville's shoulder and saw that Linde and Mige were both there and they both had smiles on their faces.
"Hey Ville, let's go back home," Bam said, smiling.
Ville looked confused but happy at the same time. "Don't you have to get back for recording the second Jackass film?"
"They can cope without me for a few more days; I need to spend some time alone with my fiancé".
End
Comments welcome.