i felt like the old me today.. threw on some dickie pants, converse and a zip up hoodie.

22 today

good lord i'm high. it's been a while.

my horoscope says "expect the unexpected"

yesterday morning i was at an all time low, feeling more miserable than i have ever felt. but then i was sitting in my first class staring out the window and had somewhat of an epiphany.

life is so beautiful and amazing and wonderful..

if i were a guy i would totally invest in a flesh-light. not flAsh light, flEsh! it comes as a vagina, anus and even a mouth.

just got done with a ton of homework. this shit really exhausts me at times. i had a good day until now. all i want to do is cry. i don't really have a reason behind my need to cry.... i just feel exhausted. i don't even know what i'm trying to say.

i find myself lying in bed for hours at a time. all sorts of thoughts running through my mind. i toss and turn in aggravation. i sometimes i even cry myself into exhaustion.

please watch this.... i shouldn't be laughing but....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hjVwvyHUHUc

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