i'm not talking to eric anymore because of things they're not important but kinda are ( Read more... )

today is the day i've officially given up on the human race.

fuck my life. and fuck you.

i hate when i feel left out.

 i'm tired of fucking crying.

things that bother me so far about 2008:

-i can't talk about my feelings to anyone other than a therapist.
-heath ledger is dead.
-my car is totalled
-my insurance is sky high.
-he talks to other girls and gets texts from people that aren't me.
-i'm dependent.
-i can't start things over.
-school sucks my ass.
-i've had a pounding headache ever since january ( Read more... )

my car is totalled.
i'm in a lot a lot of pain.
i have nooooooo money.
any ideas? help? anything?

well, today is offically the last day of 2007.
2007 was a weird year. it was a year of complete uncertainity & insanity.

dear 2007,

thanks for... a new experience. 
for starters, eric. i have never in my life been so sure & unsure of something before. honestly, eric changed my life. we started hooking up & everything and went from best friends to an ( Read more... )

HOLY SHIT ACROSS THE UNIVERSE WAS FUCKING AMAZING.
SERIOUSLY, EVERYONE TAKE A TRIP TO THE CITY & WATCH IT.
I CRIED, I LAUGHED, I EVERYTHING AAHHHHHHHHHHHHH! SO GOOOOOOOOD!

in other news, i don't live at kean anymore :)

 pretty much, i hate college so far.
let's hope that changes.

so life's treating me really well ( Read more... )