i've been crying all day.
i can't fucking stop.

zoe left to visit her sister.
i didn't want to let her leave.
i'm scared of being alone.

but i couldn't make her stay.
as soon as she left,
as soon as i heard my front door slam,
i had a fucking melt down.

i was sobbing and screaming and just wanted her to come back.

happy fucking new years to me.

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