oh how things change.

so
i have strep throat toooo
like wow
fucking amazing
so i didnt go to school today, even though i really wanted to because of andrew
and i doubt im going tomorrow
i just really dont want to get fucking behind
finals are next weeek
fml please
its so warm out today
its perfect
i want to go for a run so bad:(

gimme a call, eh?

andrew's gone.
and i cant do anything to bring him back.
i have mono.
im most likely spending new years in the house because my spaz mother wont let me leave.
i cant play soccer or run for at least a month.
i cant work all week.
its the last week of break.

could this break please get anymore fucking worse?
probably.

 i havent taken my sweats off in days.
a shower hasnt even really came to mind.
i just want to lay in bed.

andrew died christmas eve.
tom walked into jeff's front door and told us.
its hard to even remember what i thought at that moment.
all i know is i had to get up and go to the bathroom.
we went to the hospital.
were the first ones there.
saw his ( Read more... )

 things that have happened since my last update

fantastic four<3 ( Read more... )

you're a bitch, kaitlyn. just admit it.
you are a shitty friend, kaitlyn.
we were never best friends.

when i heard those words come out of your mouth, i didnt even know what to say. i couldnt even believe someone that i called my best friend was saying this to me.

but i do now.

i would have done anything for you, because you really were my best friend ( Read more... )

so i made soccer!!.
and i cant believe it.
ahh, im so happy.:]

i know i havent updated in a long time but i will soon.
and there will be pictures.
maybe ill be able to do it.. tomorrow??
maybe.

Step 1: Post this into your LJ.
Step 2: Others will reply anonymously about what they really think of you.
Step 3: Cry, because this meme is so brutal, and it hurts.

It's worth knowing.

As we walked through Haverly, I thought about the first time we had all hung out up there. It was the beginging of this whole friendship. It was when Josh was ok with himself, and life in general, when Robbie was still around, Travis had time for us, and you didnt have to doubt that he cared, & everything seemed ok. It was when everything was ( Read more... )