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i hate valentines day. grrr.... >_< me and stepha and my second family went to wallmart.... every body was buying bears or with a sig. other... excpt this one dude wearing a hate breed shirt... but he seemed totaly oblivious.... and yea... i feel bad i bitched at jord. but mainly cause she used the word snuglly poof... ook im not feeling guilty ( Read more... )

i dont feel like ranting to an inanimate object... i want to talk to real ppl... later..

OK.... im back... havent been here in a while... well me and stepha spent madi gras together... twas awesome... i shalll write about that later. i confirmed tonight... grrr... but i wore my pentacle... haha. but sitll grrr. i also got a 102 fever the night before. but i started getting the chills at 99.f and even though i can stand most cold i ( Read more... )

hi. yea i had a big confidence boost this weekend barbazon. i got every thing right. i looked good in my pretty new clothes, my hair was nice, and i got compliments, on SMOE of my run way*when practice, never on the run way, lol* and alot when we did acting. went to movies. got books. got coffee!! lol movie was good, it was freaky, the lights kept ( Read more... )

the bullet: "i've got a crush on a pretty pistol ( Read more... )

i was gonna vent... or try to figure things out... not that somthngs wrong... nothigns wrong.. just thinking and confused.... and lonely.. i want a boyfriend... so one i can feel safe wiht.. some one i can confide in, eh.... idk... i just.... eh... beautiful sun set... the sky turned orange... then red... the violet!!! then red again, every thing ( Read more... )

ok been practacing my ass off for drama, i wanna be lucy. i taught myself the songs. which are off key . so i dont have to worry about stuff i dont under stand yet. and we got the scrips, they look huge, but i read it in an hour or so, tis not very long. and i stayed up and practiced for hours last night. and i made some progress. school lasted ( Read more... )

was so fucking pissed off today. they keep throwing stuff in my face. i had gotten use to it. but shit. its getting fucking aggervating. kayley is always saying stuff at the wrong times, she dont know, but sitll, inplyilng that wiccia is too much for me.... and poser has come up constaintly for the past two days. wtf. and yesterday while adam and ( Read more... )

have you ever just been so toutched.... in the farthest depth of ur soul.... seen such beauty.... seen such pain.... beautififul pain, grotesque pain..... it made you want to sit there and weep *if you read the vampire chronicles-anne rice, you know what im talkinga bout, lestat had these crying fits of insanity all the time* yea...... its just so ( Read more... )