As they say, everything comes full circle, and here I am again ( Read more... )

This is my last entry in this journal. I've been doing a lot of work on educating myself in all aspects of my life, searching for enlightenment, the right path, the wrong path that works, simply working on understanding myself in general. I have come to realize that there is no way to remove the psychological backdrop that pervades my general ( Read more... )

I have been ignoring a part of myself for over 6 years now. I've made every excuse in the world to keep this part of myself from being true, to keep it an intangible probability that I refer to as being in a rhetorical state. As a result of this innate fear of causing more pain to those I might come to care about and more drama in my life, I've ( Read more... )

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