We are the misfits, our songs are better.
Life great. Job problem still exists. Problem of me being unmotivated still exists. Reasons to get new job.
1.) Current Job is boring.
2.) I need Dental Insurance
3.) I need affordable Health Insurance
4.) I need money
5.) I need an Xbox (thus money)
I get so frustrated when I look at the job openings out there. I start to get sick to my stomach thinking of how I’m going to apply to all these jobs, one of which (if I’m lucky) have me come in for an interview and then not get said job. I also don’t know what type of job I want. I’m so undecided what I want my job to be.
I want to go to Law School, but I don’t want to go this next year, is that bad? I want to experience having a low end job and just not having to worry about studying and crap. I know I’m supposed to get it over with ASAP, but I really feel like I can’t bring anything to the table this year that I didn’t last year. I’m so unmotivated to go right now, so doesn’t that mean I should wait awhile? I keep comparing myself to other people in graduate school, and try to get myself in that mentality. It isn’t happening.
Why am I so unmotivated?
Whatever.
I’ve spent like literally the last 3 weeks with Paul, 24/7. He is awesome. I hate to brag, but I’m going too. Remember all that crap about me worrying I would never would find someone in this area who I would be interested in (and, as a parallel idea, they in me)? Yeah, well Paul is that person. It’s more then an interest, I’ve fallen for him…hard. We can talk for hours, or sit in silence and it’s all good. We have the same mind on so many subjects and he is the sweetest guy I’ve ever met. I know I complain a lot about so many aspects of my life, but this is one I really can’t. Paul is awesome, he has pulled me out of the shapeless morass that was my life.
I feel like change is coming. I’m gonna get a new job, my schedule will settle down, I’ll be able to be somewhat comfortable financially.
Or maybe I’ll just have an amazing boyfriend coupled with a shitty job, but that’s certainly not the worst future. :) Nah, I’ll get a new job soon. I can feel it. Again…
1.) Current Job is boring.
2.) I need Dental Insurance
3.) I need affordable Health Insurance
4.) I need money
5.) I need an Xbox (thus money)
I get so frustrated when I look at the job openings out there. I start to get sick to my stomach thinking of how I’m going to apply to all these jobs, one of which (if I’m lucky) have me come in for an interview and then not get said job. I also don’t know what type of job I want. I’m so undecided what I want my job to be.
I want to go to Law School, but I don’t want to go this next year, is that bad? I want to experience having a low end job and just not having to worry about studying and crap. I know I’m supposed to get it over with ASAP, but I really feel like I can’t bring anything to the table this year that I didn’t last year. I’m so unmotivated to go right now, so doesn’t that mean I should wait awhile? I keep comparing myself to other people in graduate school, and try to get myself in that mentality. It isn’t happening.
Why am I so unmotivated?
Whatever.
I’ve spent like literally the last 3 weeks with Paul, 24/7. He is awesome. I hate to brag, but I’m going too. Remember all that crap about me worrying I would never would find someone in this area who I would be interested in (and, as a parallel idea, they in me)? Yeah, well Paul is that person. It’s more then an interest, I’ve fallen for him…hard. We can talk for hours, or sit in silence and it’s all good. We have the same mind on so many subjects and he is the sweetest guy I’ve ever met. I know I complain a lot about so many aspects of my life, but this is one I really can’t. Paul is awesome, he has pulled me out of the shapeless morass that was my life.
I feel like change is coming. I’m gonna get a new job, my schedule will settle down, I’ll be able to be somewhat comfortable financially.
Or maybe I’ll just have an amazing boyfriend coupled with a shitty job, but that’s certainly not the worst future. :) Nah, I’ll get a new job soon. I can feel it. Again…