Life is waiting for you...
Just a short entry today.
Things are going great for me…a good possibility of a new job, a new man friend, and NEW KITCHEN APPLIANCES.
Things aren’t going great for more then a couple of my friends. I fucking hate the real world.
I guess stress and little/big hiccups and shit are just always going to be there, they never go away. I wonder if there is ever really a golden era in life where everything is happy for you and is happy for everyone else close to you. It’s nice to think that there is, but I doubt life ever really works up to that apex.
Despite all this mixed emotions and stuff, I’m really feeling good about myself right now. If I get this new job at Trustco I’ll officially be out of my life rut. That whole CVS mess would be behind me. I don’t want to get to optimistic, but I’m just so hopeful.
And it turns out Paul is just a great guy. Thoughtful, funny, and attractive. I‘m not going to “kiss and tell” on this thing, but so far things are going quite good…I look forward to spending plenty of time with the guy.
I feel kinda bad though; I took him out last night and was spreading myself thin. I made the interesting decision of mixing like 3 of my “mini” social groups, and thus was kinda taking upon myself to make sure everyone was entertained. It went ok, but things ran out steam at like midnight. Everyone just got so tired, including me. I guess we had an early start though. Fun time, but I think I was like the only one who was truly comfortable.
Any who, it’s a beautiful day out, I’m gonna go make the most of it.
Things are going great for me…a good possibility of a new job, a new man friend, and NEW KITCHEN APPLIANCES.
Things aren’t going great for more then a couple of my friends. I fucking hate the real world.
I guess stress and little/big hiccups and shit are just always going to be there, they never go away. I wonder if there is ever really a golden era in life where everything is happy for you and is happy for everyone else close to you. It’s nice to think that there is, but I doubt life ever really works up to that apex.
Despite all this mixed emotions and stuff, I’m really feeling good about myself right now. If I get this new job at Trustco I’ll officially be out of my life rut. That whole CVS mess would be behind me. I don’t want to get to optimistic, but I’m just so hopeful.
And it turns out Paul is just a great guy. Thoughtful, funny, and attractive. I‘m not going to “kiss and tell” on this thing, but so far things are going quite good…I look forward to spending plenty of time with the guy.
I feel kinda bad though; I took him out last night and was spreading myself thin. I made the interesting decision of mixing like 3 of my “mini” social groups, and thus was kinda taking upon myself to make sure everyone was entertained. It went ok, but things ran out steam at like midnight. Everyone just got so tired, including me. I guess we had an early start though. Fun time, but I think I was like the only one who was truly comfortable.
Any who, it’s a beautiful day out, I’m gonna go make the most of it.