end of an era
well things just get better....first she decided she wanted out....then she said I could not have the kids...then she brings them to me so I can watch them over the weekend....now she said we cant be friend because she cant take it...we must be distant and only share about the kids....well today she calls me and asks if we can be friend....what the hell is going on here...I am doing what I can for the kids....I am trying to deal with her which is tough because I still have feelings for he (yeah she is crazy but we were married quite a while) and the fact the she is still intent on screwing around instead of working on our marriage nags at me...but whatever...she is driving me insane...it is obvious i need to start dating so that I can find some semblance of sanity....if you know any women desparte enough to bee seen in public with an old fart mexican send them my way....