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When did I get so old? Its my last few months as a teenager and I can tell. I'm already thinking about professional careers, where I might have to move for my job, what would be best for my finacial security. Like purchasing a car now while I don't have many bills and could pay it off quickly, so when I get settled someplace I can buy a house. A HOUSE. Yeah I'm thinking that far ahead. And even further, like marriage. Ugh! People I date now are potential husbands, scary!
Anyways, that wasn't intended to be in this post but I briefly got overwhelmed please excuse me. So what I was going to talk about is sentimenal stuff. I'm very resentful towards camp because it was my haven and home and after this last summer I hate it and never want to return. And it just makes me want to cry. I feel like it betrayed me. Everything was awful. I couldn't wait to come home, isn't that so strange? But now that I'm home I'm bored all the time, at least I was never bored at camp, and I had lots of friends, and laughs and good times. And I really miss Meghan Brown, we didn't hang much or talk much but when we did it was always very nice and memorable. There's a lot of people and things I'll miss but there's equal I won't miss. Its bittersweet. Maybe one day I'll return.
Anyways, that wasn't intended to be in this post but I briefly got overwhelmed please excuse me. So what I was going to talk about is sentimenal stuff. I'm very resentful towards camp because it was my haven and home and after this last summer I hate it and never want to return. And it just makes me want to cry. I feel like it betrayed me. Everything was awful. I couldn't wait to come home, isn't that so strange? But now that I'm home I'm bored all the time, at least I was never bored at camp, and I had lots of friends, and laughs and good times. And I really miss Meghan Brown, we didn't hang much or talk much but when we did it was always very nice and memorable. There's a lot of people and things I'll miss but there's equal I won't miss. Its bittersweet. Maybe one day I'll return.