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NOthing really going on. Im starving. Im working and im happy.
Lastnight i could not sleep for some reason or another i had the weirdest dream about finding money all over the place in like a convient store and i felt so happy, and then when i left the store i went to count all the money and it was like money for chuckie chesse. It was sooo weird. But i know that has to mean something. Anyway ive been thinking about going to see a reader, someone who can tell you about you, and about people who have passed on in your life. I think at this point in my life i feel like i need to somewhat find ME. I know who i am more than i EVER had in my lifetime, and as i get older i know it will all come toghether. I want to find ME as a 21 yearold.
Life changes so fast. I was reading some of my arcived Livejournal entrys and man things were so different 2 years ago, even a year ago. things have changed soo much. My priortys were ALLLLL wrong, my friends were ALL different, everything was a whirl wind. and now my life has structure. I LOVE IT! its a good feeling to know YOUR FAMILY have and always will be there for you, its a good feeling when your best friend is your boyfriend, your sister, your mother, your gma. Bc that is really all you have is your family. Life is about family!! That is how we are even here. I took my for granted as probley all over you do to. But now i cherish them, bc like my dad always said "In the end your family is all you have". And if i have learned anything in 21 years from my family, it is family first! And the one thing I will tell my kids that my parents told me is when you are a child and you wish so bad to grown up is to "NOT RUSH IT" I rushed being an adult, and i cant belive that i am 21 going on 22
gotta go
Lastnight i could not sleep for some reason or another i had the weirdest dream about finding money all over the place in like a convient store and i felt so happy, and then when i left the store i went to count all the money and it was like money for chuckie chesse. It was sooo weird. But i know that has to mean something. Anyway ive been thinking about going to see a reader, someone who can tell you about you, and about people who have passed on in your life. I think at this point in my life i feel like i need to somewhat find ME. I know who i am more than i EVER had in my lifetime, and as i get older i know it will all come toghether. I want to find ME as a 21 yearold.
Life changes so fast. I was reading some of my arcived Livejournal entrys and man things were so different 2 years ago, even a year ago. things have changed soo much. My priortys were ALLLLL wrong, my friends were ALL different, everything was a whirl wind. and now my life has structure. I LOVE IT! its a good feeling to know YOUR FAMILY have and always will be there for you, its a good feeling when your best friend is your boyfriend, your sister, your mother, your gma. Bc that is really all you have is your family. Life is about family!! That is how we are even here. I took my for granted as probley all over you do to. But now i cherish them, bc like my dad always said "In the end your family is all you have". And if i have learned anything in 21 years from my family, it is family first! And the one thing I will tell my kids that my parents told me is when you are a child and you wish so bad to grown up is to "NOT RUSH IT" I rushed being an adult, and i cant belive that i am 21 going on 22
gotta go