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So apparently, I have the most useless life ever, and suicide is looking like a pretty good option right about now. Let's examine shall we?
I currently do not posess any of the fallowing:
Money
A Car
A Liscence
A Job
A Boyfriend
A Cell Phone (which is trivial, yes, but handy in this day and age)
Oh yeah, and I don't go to school either.
I don't think I've ever felt more frustrated in my entire life. Honestly, I'm surprised I even get up in the morning because every day is the same and there's no point. I've put in probably seven job applications, but my options are limited due to my lack of mobility. I'm broke, I'm pathetic, and I'm going fucking nuts right now. I'm EIGHTEEN years old and I can't even legally drive a car! God, I hope I get re-accepted into school, not that it matters if I don't get a job soon because I have to save up $2000 if I want to go away to school, and I only have like $500 in my savings. I don't know what I'm going to do, and I really REALLY wish that I could just stop fucking everything up for one second and get my shit together. I just don't feel like I'm in control of my own life anymore, and I just want to get off my ass and DO something, but everytime I try something happens to FUCK IT UP. I'm a total waste of space, a pile of old news, and I can't stand myself.
This is fucking rediculous
I currently do not posess any of the fallowing:
Money
A Car
A Liscence
A Job
A Boyfriend
A Cell Phone (which is trivial, yes, but handy in this day and age)
Oh yeah, and I don't go to school either.
I don't think I've ever felt more frustrated in my entire life. Honestly, I'm surprised I even get up in the morning because every day is the same and there's no point. I've put in probably seven job applications, but my options are limited due to my lack of mobility. I'm broke, I'm pathetic, and I'm going fucking nuts right now. I'm EIGHTEEN years old and I can't even legally drive a car! God, I hope I get re-accepted into school, not that it matters if I don't get a job soon because I have to save up $2000 if I want to go away to school, and I only have like $500 in my savings. I don't know what I'm going to do, and I really REALLY wish that I could just stop fucking everything up for one second and get my shit together. I just don't feel like I'm in control of my own life anymore, and I just want to get off my ass and DO something, but everytime I try something happens to FUCK IT UP. I'm a total waste of space, a pile of old news, and I can't stand myself.
This is fucking rediculous