s.break
jen and josh bought their plane tickets for march5th-12th to visit ry and i during spring break. the other good news about this is that ryan has been at Alro for six months today soooo he now gets a week paid vacation. perfect timing to take off work for a week spring break. plus amy will be down here too so it's going to be hella fun. everything seems pretty dead lately including staying in touch with friends. maybe just in general. i don't have anything interesting to say and photo has been going rather slow.
i had a dream last night that ozzy osbourne was raping me or at least it was someone who looked like a younger ozzy. i couldn't find ryan in the dream and my family was somewhere in the background. when i was running around trying to find everyone i saw richard getting married on this huge bridge over the ocean. it was from a distance and then it zoomed in and i saw him in a black tux facing some girl but no one saw that i was there. then i started crying and freaking out because he was getting married and all ties had to be cut. they basically are. i gave him my dorm number but obviously i'm not there anymore and have a different number so who knows if he's called me since. yesterday some girl was wearing an ITALIA soccer zip up jersey and of course it got me thinking. i hate that. i don't think he'll ever be gone.
i had a dream last night that ozzy osbourne was raping me or at least it was someone who looked like a younger ozzy. i couldn't find ryan in the dream and my family was somewhere in the background. when i was running around trying to find everyone i saw richard getting married on this huge bridge over the ocean. it was from a distance and then it zoomed in and i saw him in a black tux facing some girl but no one saw that i was there. then i started crying and freaking out because he was getting married and all ties had to be cut. they basically are. i gave him my dorm number but obviously i'm not there anymore and have a different number so who knows if he's called me since. yesterday some girl was wearing an ITALIA soccer zip up jersey and of course it got me thinking. i hate that. i don't think he'll ever be gone.