Might become a friends only entry in the future
i. The most important part of this entry. Kahit ito lang ang basahin niyo. Seriously.
I am bothered. The matter is really trivial, but it had me contemplating.
You see, I have been receiving friendster requests (from classmates I’m not close to but are nice nonetheless) but I do not have an account of my own nor am I intending to get one. When I tell people I don’t have a friendster account, they look at me like I’ve lost a nose and conclude that I don’t have a “net life.” (I think I’m inventing terms.) But since I believe that I do have a “net life” because of the existence of this Blog (yes, the Blog still lives, in spite of the rare updates...) (Oh shoot, where am I? The frequent insertions had me lost.), I want to disprove their assumptions. How so? By pimping my LJ on the class’s yahoo groups. Why not just talk to them in person? Because I’m not that comfortable with them. Why not e-mail it to them then? Because I’m lazy and…and…GWAAAH! Basta…
But then, if I will pimp the Blog on the yahoo groups, I can rant about my love for Sir Maglalang classmates publicly no more (I still haven’t, but I’m expecting that I will eventually). However, if I will set those entries to friends only or private modes, my friends who don’t have an LJ will not have access to them (as if they read me…-_~’ ßpauso ng smiley).
So the question now: to pimp or not to pimp? Please answer people.
ii. As in
Just had our monthly exams. It was shit. As in tae man. As in pootah. As in I’m thisclose to seeking the help of anting antings from Quiapo just to pass especially the Chem Lec and Lab exams.
The first day of the exams had me stressed, but I think it’s because of my rotten study habits. Shit naman kasi, I am a crammer by nature. I do not and cannot manage my time wisely. Pero sobra, I have to change lest I want to fail and subject my self to utter humiliation.
The second day was worse than hell. CHEM-LAB, CHEM-LEC, THEO, PSYCH~~!! I’VE NEVER FELT SO MENTALLY DRAINED IN MY ENTIRE LIFE! Just imagine the weight of information! My gawd, anions, cations, periodic table and trends, bonds, St. Thomas’ and Dominic’s lives, books of the Bible, history of UST, history of psychology, psychology and its philosophical roots, the perennial questions and the lengthy answers of different philosophers, etc etc etc!!! I bet you did not take the trouble of reading that sentence. Ang dami kasing topics eh. Incomplete topics pa lang yan ha, paano pa yung totoong pag-aaralan! After the last test for that day, I felt as if my soul abandoned my body and my head became heavier. No joke. If this continues, I will go insane in a matter of months.
The third and last exam day was today. The tests were still difficult. Went to San Lazaro with friends and had fun at the arcade and KTV. Wala lang… It was a good release. It took my mind off of things, though only momentarily.
iii. From distraction to destruction
I leave you with a song… Nawa’y may ma-LSS
I am extraordinary, if you'd ever get to know me
I am extraordinary, I am just your ordinary
Average every day sane psycho
Supergoddess
Average every day sane psycho
You may not believe in me
But I believe in you
So I still take the trash out
Does that make me too normal for you?
So dig a little deeper, cause
You still don't get it yet
See me lickin' my lips, need a primitive fix
And I'll make, I'll make you love me
I am extraordinary, if you'd ever get to know me
I am extraordinary, I am just your ordinary
Average every day sane psycho
Supergoddess
Average every day sane psycho
Supergoddes…
=_=’
Yeah, song of the moment ko ata to. Try to figure out why.