my brain just seriously zonked out
*flails arms, wails and flees to a dark corner to gibber in fetal position*
As I try my damnedest to reestablish my equilibrium and in the process shatter yours because misery loves company, go find out what a goatse is. Good lord I'm so going to have nightmares until I turn eighty. -______-
Also, read this lovely description of dear, dear livejournal. And this definition of the word "emo". I can almost see some people frothing at the mouth.
The people at that site are mad.
*composes self*
Anywaaaaayy, I've been rediscovering the joys of fan fiction lately. I spent thirteen straight hours (WTF?!) reading one with 50+ chapters. I can't rememeber what the story was about; something far from brilliant, I suppose. Actually most fics I've read are crappy, boredom just doesn't know dignity. However, there are a few gems in the fan fic land. You just fave to look hard. Real hard.
Yes. Those are Harry Potter fics. Even though I've never seen a single bloody (heh, I'm going British) movie. Or read the book. They're NC 17. With guy pairings. Gasp.
But nononono. I do not drool over guy smut thank you very much. I can accept it, but it is also the same way in heterosexual pairings. It's just that I face more "literary rubbish" containing the latter. Don't know why. Besides, I don't have a clear idea how guys do it. I'm so dumb, I don't even know how their thing reaally looks like, so even when the author took the pains (?!) of explaining/ expounding/ describing the scene, I remain unmoved. I'm telling you, ignorance is bliss.