this bitch is crazy
So i've been doing some spring cleaning. I've been cutting my losses and beginning to realize that I have to make things work for me. No matter what happens, i'm going to pull through. no way am I going to fuck it up again. I can't afford to.
So i've been letting friends go, and forgetting about how much I had to pretend.
I didn't mean to, I was just overcome by my problem with smoking tree and drinking.
I didn't have the best judgement.
So i'm on new medication again, it's making me feel a little better, but it's made me a little irritable too and i'm not liking that too much. I've also been in the process of applying for pa, it's the 3rd time and I hope they don't deny me again. I have a doctors note saying that i basically can't work at the present time because of certain illness. so things should work out. i hate sitting there for hours at a time, it's draining.
March needs to get here sooner. I really can't wait to see boys night out. mmmmm
xo
So i've been letting friends go, and forgetting about how much I had to pretend.
I didn't mean to, I was just overcome by my problem with smoking tree and drinking.
I didn't have the best judgement.
So i'm on new medication again, it's making me feel a little better, but it's made me a little irritable too and i'm not liking that too much. I've also been in the process of applying for pa, it's the 3rd time and I hope they don't deny me again. I have a doctors note saying that i basically can't work at the present time because of certain illness. so things should work out. i hate sitting there for hours at a time, it's draining.
March needs to get here sooner. I really can't wait to see boys night out. mmmmm
xo