Dec 30, 2006 22:02
My emotional state tonight is terrible. I am cranky (no doubt due to sleeping only 5 hours in the last 24 hours) and there are sources of irritation around. I am wishing there is a magical pill that I can swallow and then all feels well again.
Perhaps that's how people turn to drugs.
Luckily, I was marginally X (x=happy? relieved? abated?) when I met up with 4 friends with whom I used to go hiking. We had dinner. They were going camping. I didn't, because I didn't feel like it (how can I go camping while my father is in the hospital?) and the weather wasn't encouraging either.